Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Engineers-to-be meet



Engineers-to-be meet 1

Date: 4th Aug 2006

Checklist:

  • rapid KL and Genting bus experimenting
  • Ria and Genting to-fro trekking
  • Outdoor theme park exploring
  • Photo snapping..a lot
  • random chit chatting (either crap or critic-ing)
  • Casino tour
  • Private gambling
  • bon bon shaking (Safari night club)
  • buffet makan-ing

then........after 2 months plus.......before spliting for ITP...we had


Engineers-to-be meet 2

Date: 7th October 2006

Checklist:

  • Teong's Ferrari and Chang's Family car pooling
  • Pizza Uno (we come, we see, we conquer.....half of the space) makan-ing
  • October babies birthday celebration (I am one of the lucky ones..hihi)
  • Must-have photo snapping
  • movie catching(mission failed due do time constraint)
  • Bowling
  • Pool and fus-ball screaming

coming soon.........(according to charng)

  • bbq session in Penang *sobsob*

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

年轻真好

满桌的食物, 两杯冷冰冰的汽水,坐着的她脸上的表情是难以形容的。 他去了哪?该打个电话给他吗?还是不好吧。 他说他会回来的,但是。。。还是在等等吧。怎么了?为什么他还不回来?该去找他吗?如果我走了而他又回来了。。。那不好吧。。。15 分钟了。。。怎么他还不回来 ?她的脸色开始变了,是担心。。。是无奈。。。是期待。。。是信任。。。也更是等待。。。30 分钟过了。。。她的眼睛好像快掉泪了,他怎么还是还没回来。。。他不要我了吗?他不再爱我了吗?突然间眼前出现了一个小礼物。他回来了。。。她脸上的担心与无奈也不在了。。。所有的等待已得到回答了。。。脸上是充满笑容的。。。 离开时她的背影是甜蜜的。。。也更是幸福的。




p/s: chinese char..once in a while....bout the title? yaya..i am feeling a lil bit old

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

sob sob

*Laputa's theme is on the air* I am away from home for the three weeks already. Shyan kept asking when will I be home again? ah pa ah ma, shyan, lieng, baby n pot...i miss you all a lot. When will me be home again, lying comfortly on my bed, ....fyp, assgn, final exam....Worst case= i will be home on middle of october. No...i want to go home now~~~~ Pa,....i very tired......Ma.... I want to rest~~~~ aikss....i better go sleep now and in a sec i will be home!

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Monday, September 04, 2006

Forever First Day

Wang Lee Hom - Yong Yuan Di Yi Tian


forever_1st_day or yong yuan de di yi tian. Well, I am also not very sure what is the real meaning of Forever First Day. Maybe it is as simple as the first day of forever. Forever? The first day? But when is it? Unknown........... Not defined. Forever first day is actually one of Taiwanese pop singer, Wang Lee Hom earlier composition, around 7 years ago. Not knowing the meaning of the song(previously), I thought forever first day means something of very romantic and sweetor maybe some sort of happy ending....Until last weekend I browsed through some leehom related website to find out that this song was actuallly written by him in a broken heart. Then only i got to know that forever first day means a day that been very long waited but never comes. It resembled the true love that never dies even after the heart has died....i think I shall post up the article regarding the stories behind leehom's composition. Meanwhile, do enjoy the mtv of Forever First Day or "yong yuan de di yi tian"

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

aikss

Wow, I had been "off" for blogging for such a long period. Terrible....Time is running so fast. It is now week 10 of the trimester. I had been changing quite a lot. I went home more frequent than before, i am watching more and more hk series, I go to bed before 1 am mostly every nights , i went for yoga and jogging at least once a week(but, shit, I am still getting fat), i got my stupied unwanted tissue on gum removed but then my wisdom teeth on the back is giving me miserable time. Fyp is using up mostly most of my time, assignments...on hold, another 2 labs to attend and that also means i have another 2 reports to submit. *sob sob* final examination is coming very soon too. For the coming weeks, bet that i had to fully utilise my days and nights. No more weekend-go-home session, no more day-dreaming session..i hope i still have time for hk series!!!!

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

killing eyes

Come one, tell me honestly what do you feel about this pair of eyes




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INNOCENT???

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SOFT???

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GENTLE???

But, whose eyes is that?? Here you are

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He is Ron Ng(Ng Cheuk Hei) and he is

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Charming, Hot, Gorgeous

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and

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Killing !!!!

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Monday, July 31, 2006

half an hour

I woke up in the morning, to switch off my alarm, which i thought was ringing maybe two beeps. Eh, my alarm was not ringing, ok..perhaps low batt already, I switched on my hp, to my little surprise, it was only 8.29am. Ok..maybe I should continue to sleep until it rings.*flash* mum said she wanted to come over cyber here to overnight, allright, why not? I am staying in single room. So, she came, with my sis. Then before I realized I was already at home, on the place where my mum parked her car, sitting on a round wooden table with xingyung on my right, then my sis on my left. hmm...a party, my sis party because most of her friends were there, making noise in the living room. Then, one of her friend, which i do not really like named Y come to the table and grabbed away a very nice jug of orange juice. And she said "Too nice, u dont expect there will be any left". Feeling frustrated, I can do nothing, she was our guest, we were the host. Then out of no where, a merpati or gull, which appears to be my friend and said "yor.....sei 8 po...kurang ajar" and I just shrugged away. Half hour of sleep results with a weird dream, worth it.....aahhahhahahahhahh..since when i have a burung merpati friend? A upper body is yellow and lower part is green? Doesnt it look like a parrot? but I am very very sure it is a burung merpati, walao....a talking yellow+green burung merpati friend. Hahahahahaahahahahahaha.



P/s: Hanni, is that your toto bird friend???*giggs*

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Friday, July 28, 2006

give it and keep it

PROMISES AND TRUSTS ARE SO MUCH RELATED
IT IS WHEN TRUST BEING NEGLECTED, PROMISES WILL BECOME A PIECE OF SHIT.

THERE ARE ONLY TWO OPTIONS FOR PROMISE:
it is either DO NOT GIVE IT or YOU GIVE IT, AND KEEP IT!

else, TRUST SHOULD BE ERASED FROM THE DICTIONARY
BECAUSE IT NO LONGER HAS A MEANING

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

my stage

To be frank, i did checked my blog from time to time. Maybe I am just too wu liao,I read all over again my previous posts. I figured out that my blog have


1) A lot of typo errors
2) Poor written Inglish
3) Bad interpretation skill
4) Dull layout
5) Countable number of pictures
6) Mono-coloured font which is only black and also black
7) I-dunno-what-wrong there


But......

who cares!!!..this is my blog!!!!....hehe....call me in-profesional or whatever.

Bcoz I know peoples that read mystage4u are interested with my life, not the way I polish it.
Am I right? No? whatever is it, this blog is mine....... this is my script, my stage and I am the actor (umm, actress)...... And oh ya, thank for being the audience

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

GREEN DIRT

Crossing his finger with mine, we chit-chatted happily about our past time. As usual, I am always on the seat beside the window. That was so so comfortable to have him by my side, no matter where we were heading and will be doing. Then suddenly out of nowhere a gal, named F, someone who is quite popular in campus was standing beside our seat. Eh, what a weird combination, how come she was there, cannot be. Alright, we two didnt care much on her as she is nothing more than my campus-mate. He did not know her neither. We continued our talks, what is it about? I do not remember either. What I know is that I felt real glad to have him sitting beside me, feeling carefree to talk to him. Then, the gal, F come nearer, standing right beside him. Arrrr...who care! And then on a single blink, she started to strip off her shirt..walao....what is that!!!!! Both of us was stunned there, after a few second, I whispered to his left ear,"' Aiyaa...bu yao li ta, she 38 one". Feeling weird, he nodded and we continued our talk..Hehehe....WTH is that, so weird..ok story is not end yet, then I do not know out of where, we both came to a shopping centre, or perhaps a supermarket, still holding our hands, we were walking side by side on some beauty care counter, nehh..those department that sells hair product or shower foam de ar......Then he pointed to a small pile of white and round container and and said,"Neh, i use this type of perfume" I walked closer, to the pile, outside of the container written "GREEN DIRT"....okok...then i pointed to the other side with apple bottled perfume and said,"o..i use that one, DKNY APPLE". Then, I saw a blank white , turned around, oh..I was still in my room, it was Sunday morning. Oh ya, I remembered I heard mum voice, I better wake up now before mum come again. Before that, can anyone tell me where can I get the cologne or perfume named GREEN DIRT stored in a round white container, yeah, I mean the round container that has no much different in shape with Brycream hair cream???? Hahahahaaahahahah, wondering whether he was sharing this dream with me or not?? I guess not unless he was sleeping as early as 10.00 pm over there. Else, he had already called me for this super funny dream....haha...Wondering when will be the next time I get to see him again......I shall drop him a mail later on



p/s: Attended dance class for the first time for this trimester. Guess what???I slided with rui yau in Waltz......yeah....finally i got to know the step. Waltz, anyone????

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Friday, July 21, 2006

Yoga heat



Yoga, three words are more than sufficient to describe it : flexibility, fitness and relaxation..... Attended 2 classes, purchased 1 yoga mat and another pair of long pant. Yeah, I am getting to like it. The class is concentrating more on breathing and relaxing. The instructor said most of the posture is the most basic posture but dammit I found lots of difficulty of doing some of the look-liked easy posture. Just like this






Adho Mukha Svanasana

This is really challenging. My heels just cant touch the floor. The probabilities are

1) I have a long leg (nah, never..my leg is short)

2) I have too much of accumulated fat on my tummy (perhaps, but not scientifically)

3) I have a poor flexibility, I cant bend myself to touch my toe since Pendidikan Jasmani

class in standard 4 (practice will make perfect? hopefully)

And then I am trying with popular one:

Urdhva Dhanurasana

susah nya........

Just as usual, "Hold your breath and push the limits". Esther Go! Go! Go!


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Sunday, June 25, 2006

him? house?

Hahaha.....I dreamt of him. I was borrowing plant cutter, neh..the one people use to shape their trees de ar...He was outside his house....wah..his house so big le...but with wired fence de....heheh...weird combination. The funnier part is mum is side by side with me....HUH? mum=my friend???? strange strange...how come mum get to know him? tak mungkin...

Mum and I was strolling, dunno from where to where, do not even know where is it, some of the scenes was Taman Ksm,(housing area in my hometown). Passed thru his house.

Me: Eii....you got the cutter ar?
Him: got ar....wait ar..i get for you

he got disappear and come out with the cutter that we want and handed to us.

Mum: Wah, you house so big o...u very rich wor
Me: what la mum, people house big also your business meh..yor...
Him: Nola...my dad left for me de...own land. He left lands estate for my gege n jie jie . I still young so he left my house lo...

----end----

eh...he is the eldest le...how come???? since when he stayed at taman ksm? anyone can answer me? dream is always dream. Subject and object can be really ridiculous. Arghh....this is not the first time i got those weird weird de dreams.Just that this one is more remarkable. Hehe....sleep well and dream well, I am loving it

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Akon-lonely ( playing on the air)

After 3 days of boredom, I realised staying alone is not that good. Without accompanies, time passes too slow, 60 seconds in one minute seemed to become much longer. Yeah, I admit I do love some own space at certain time. But being alone all the time makes me become too emotional. Without accompany, my mood swings in a manner that i myself are afraid of. I might be very happy at this moment and at the next moment I might be down and depress. My mind started to wonder every possibility and also impossibility. The angelic and evil me take turn to influence me. Where had I dropped my confidence? Please come back to me, again.... Just once and i will never let go again.....okok....end of my rintihan....jus back from The Mines, planned for the movie Tokyo Drift but ended up spending more than 3 hours singing karaoke in the green little box. This little green k-box is much more better than genting ones, obviously bigger, cleaner and the most important more new songs. And importantly, we four managed to occupy the room comfortably *thumb up* Where else we can get 3 hours karaoke service at midnight for the rate as low as RM10 each person? Red Box sunway pyramid itself charged us more than rm40 each for midnight session. Satisfactory except there was no Janice songs.

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Monday, June 19, 2006

genting again~

First day of Epsilon, also the final year in MMU. Day started with a bowl of cereal with milo bla bla bla....It is also the first time ever to shop around in FOE building, this time for the hunting of fyp tittle. Made up my mind finally, I will be playing safe, so off I go with experimental based tittle. Trimester break are fully utilised, with 12day11night trip to Genting. Yeah, I am doing part time again. This time outside Arena of Star, promoting the best and most affordable sweater in Genting Highlands. I was having a real great time over there, with sis and her other 4 friends(lun, xiang, fatt and xingyung) except for the long walking distance from Ria Apartment to the outdoor theme park. You are right....outdoor theme park.....we have the pass to go in and out all the time. So, it is not surprising the Spinner rides had become our routine EVERYDAY after working hours *lols*. We were lucky enough also to misuse the entry pass to attend FM98.8's anniversary on the VIP area. Not forgetting the friendship we had built there, the special way we celebrated xingyung birthday and also the korean series "biscuit teacher and star candy". All this are really out of expectation. Never in my dream I will work in Genting again, oo....with my sis! Apart of that, I missed to meet up with one of my friend before he left for United Kingdom. Really sorry, it was my fault. Wishing him all the best in studies and health. Oh ya, dad was admitted to hospital because of denggue. Luckily he is alright now. Pity him, he lost few kg in a week time. Dad, i love you and I cannot bear to live without you! You must take good care of yourself and enjoy watching football and cook nice food for us o!

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

so long delta! wiederaufsehen

Yeah!!!! Final examination is over, and the long waited holidays are coming. It is the end of my 3rd year of degree too. Some of my IT friends are graduating too. Have not really planned what to do during the holiday, but for sure I will rest rest and rest a lot. Hehe...What worth to be mentioned for this trimester. *sctrach my head* Yaya, trimester started on the end of CNY, the valentine single party, salsa class, involvement in CCIP, attended dean talks, numerous of karaoke session, e-charity run, 1-Utama lepaking, only 1 time of clubbing session(good improvement), constant library visiting*lolz*, countless of semicond yawns, lots of McD session, a stupid visible swell on my gum*hate it*, some makeup purchasing, campus walking session, of course quality time with frens;best,close,old,not close, new or watever and etc etc (any leftout?) Bye bye delta year!

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Monday, May 22, 2006

lalat

11.50am, Terminal, lunch time(maybe brunch)

Me: Yer, so many lalat de o
Katt: Yelo
Me: Hate le, dunno where al those lalat come from...
Katt: Raining ma....Flies dunno to hold umbrella arr.....so ma come in for shelter lo...
Me: hahahahahahaahaha....
Katt: Laugh wat o, really de ma (selambanya)

Lame joke. But yes, I laugh at it

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

dream..I dreamt

I dreamt of him, can I say again? Ahaha.. I am not sure whether I dreamt about him previously. But the funny part is that I have not been seeing this person or talking to him for the past 5 years. Wow, how time flies! Wondering how he is doing now....sort of miss him....Maybe this is why I love to sleep a lot. Because some of the time I will get to dream something that are really interesting, which are also non-sense all the time. Good and funny dreams make me smile when I wake up in the morning!

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

update exam week

So, I am in the middle of exam weeks. 3 more papers to go on before the long-waited holidays.......I want to go home le.....It was shyan birthday yesterday. It was too bad of me of not even remembering the date. Until she sms-ed me....looked like i had lost count the day and date...I only remember how many days left is the next paper. Another week plus to go. Yeah, I am counting terribly for the day to go home! Esther Go! Go! Go!

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Friday, May 12, 2006

forecast(unapplied-able)

Oh...this is so true for today. But what is the meaning of forecasts when it comes true only after the day is off. Why is it like this everytime? It only comes true when I missed to have a look on the day before. Is that means that I do not need to refer it, since it only come true when my day ends??? Then for what purpose forecasts is for??

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the five letters

sorry..seems to the hardest word. How do you judged on a belated sorry? Does it cure? No, it only make people realize that you had done a mistake. It is also plainly another way to say "Yeah, I had betrayed you". Perhaps...this is why the word sorry is created at the first place. You know you does not need my forgiveness because I will not blame on you either. The five letters words just arrived as a password to the access of the old hard disk, does not affecting much, except for some retrival of space.

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

creative poet

COPIED n PASTED
Excellent poems found on toilet doors & walls
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>How about this one I read in the male toilet''s wall .
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>"THE "FUTURE" OF MALAYSIA IS IN YOUR HAND , HOLD IT GENTLY"
>Excellent poems by not so famous poets... found on toilet doors and
>walls..........
>A budding poet trying his best...
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>Here I lie in stinky vapor,
>Because some bastard stole the toilet paper,?Shall I lie, or shall I
>linger,?Or shall I be forced to use my finger.
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>Before he graduated to be a poet, he wrote this...
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>Here I sit
>Broken hearted
>Tried to shit
>But only farted
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>Someone who had a different experience wrote,
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>You're lucky
>You had your chance
>I tried to fart,
>And shit my pants!
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>Perhaps it's true that people find inspiration in?toilets.
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>I came here
>To shit and stink,
>But all I do
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>There are also people who come in for a different?purpose...
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>Some come here to sit and think,
>Some come here to shit and stink,
>But I come
>here to scratch my balls,
>And read the bullshit on the walls...
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>Toilets walls also double as job advertisement?space.......
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>(written high upon the wall)
>If you can piss above this line, the Singapore Fire?Department wants
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>Ministry of Environment advertisement.
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>We aim to please!
>You aim too! Please
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>On the inside of a toilet door:
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>Patrons are requested to remain seated throughout the?entire
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>And finally, this should teach some a lesson...
>?Sign seen at a restaurant:
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>The hands that clean these toilets also make your?food...please aim
>properly.

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

The music box

I still remember
that day
you asked me to stay
you said you have something
to tell me
so for the first time
we met on the stair
what a silent corridor
but I worry no much
because I had promised to meet you
I told none of my friend
No one was asking me too
Yes, I had a crush on you
you are so gentle
forgotten how many times
you appear in my diary
and how many times
you appear on my mind

so, on the corridor
you said my birthday is coming
you handed me a wrapped box
also a card in yellow envelope

time flies,
back then was so many years ago

i still have the music box
on the lowest drawer
and of course the lovely card
for which i look at it once
or maybe twice in a year
when the spring is near

Perhaps i was too young back then
I had never really tried
my best to care about you
to care about myself

Wondering what are the consequences
if I admit it was me?
if I appears that noon?
and if I appears another noon?

Memories is still memories
At least,
your greetings and blessings
will be always warming
may you having great life
throughout the years..

How easily a little girl fall in love. Life and relationship are so much easier when we were younger. Time passes, memories are always the sweetest.

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Tell me

Another a few days to call April a month. Final examination is coming. I have not more than 20 days to do the preparation. Thinking of it give me a cold shiver. How am I not afraid? I have 3 assignment to due soon, around 6 chapters for each subject, for 5 subject, so much and so much of unsolved calculation and more than ever does-not-make-sense notes to memorize. Seriously, the coming month is going to be a real hectic one. Tell me how to gain more concentration(not the electron or hole concentration), I mean the real peaceful and undisturbed mind. Tell me where to buy determination. Again, tell me where can I get confidence. Arrghhh.....Help me, to eliminate the laziness, and unconsciousness. And also to strain away STRESS from my mind...please

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

it begins with

On one fine day

Kero: 那我们现在是什么?
Colin: 你要什么就什么咯。。。。
Kero: Then, boyfriends 好吗?

Qouted



This is how relationship begins.....sweet and simple!!! 爱很简单!!!

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icq

Before I forgot ....
my ICQ number is 159090746


takes me some time to recall it....anyone still using icq..add me k.....lets back to Form 4

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Monday, April 24, 2006

It's raining

Raining day...Have you ever wondered what people do when it rains? Some people run as fast as they could to their destination. Some jus get off from their chair, walk to the window and close the window. Much more boil some water and have some exotic coffee. And of course there are also some who never move when it rains; sitting on the playground, letting the downpour washes away all the pain, to have a clearer mind. They looked down on their lap, ignoring whether it is tears or rain running on their cheeks. This is the only little personal space that they wanted to, to put away their ego, to behave what their heart had told them, for which it is the turn silence raining night, the tears obey what heart said. Is that what you had done on the lst raining night. Please tell me you are alright....always....

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

weekend outing

This is how a dull Saturday turned up to be a comfortable one. Outing with the precious one has never fail to make the day better. Will never forget how we shared the soup for our express dinner and of course the way we are connected by those silly materialistic talk. Haha....you gotta make yourself to rebel k...You will be the precious one...always...Oh ya....a must to remember...remember that there was once we were touched by the tiger that appears in the snow.....

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

Found

My calculator is back! Thanks to leng lui katt(she requested me to acknowledge) for bringing it back. If you are asking why am I so over-happy about this, you are normal! I can straight away get a new one right? It is just merely Rm50 for a brand new one afterall. Yeah, it is not the Rm50 problem. Ask any one of the undergraduate of the Faculty of Engineering of Multimedia University what will them do if they lost their fx-570. What will them do? Or shall I ask what can they do? The answer is that they can do nothing!!!!! Really, just nothing except to get a second hand one, which is very very hard to be found. Losing my fx-570 had been a miserable time for me. On the First day, I dig the whole brain memory whether I left it in the library, in the class or maybe foodcourt. I tried to recall when was the last time I am still using it. Then, I started to asked people around me, did you saw my calculator, did you take my calculator, did you know my calculator......I started to worried how am I going to do the calculation during test and final examination. Luckily my roomate is kind enough, she offered hers. But that does not solve the problem either. I even asked my sis to search for that old model from her friends, who knows I am lucky enough to exchange with them. But nothing come to be a good solution. I tidy up my not really untidy room to which I found nothing but dissapointment. I am enough and I planned to get a new one, Canon brand by this weekend. Then suddenly on one peace Friday noon, Katt come to my room and made me to say thank you to her. I did it, I thought she found my Clubhouse membership card, then to my real surprise, she showed me my beloved calculator. What a bad day turned up to be a great day!.
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About 40 hours later

While I was seeking for Mopiko to heal my mosquito bites, I saw one familiar object. A very very familiar flat object. Oh.....My Clubhouse Membership card is back!!!!!!! The security guard at the club knows how i miss it! How come it hide from me, leaning on the sidewall of my drawer or should I say sitting on the narrow slit of the drawer. Whatever is it, I saved up my RM30 for the replacement. I can resume my workout session starting from tomorrow. It is back now..I will treasure it more than ever. One will never start to treasure until she lost it. I understand now...clearly

Now I know what brings to a real surprise. It is something that happened unexpectedly, really unexpected......

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

topicless

No specific topic to blog again. When only my blog will be an interesting one? I stayed 24 hours a day and 7 days a week in Cyberjaya, the so-called intelligent city. Oh ya, the off day back to my hometown is not counted. Ignore also the few dull outings for yamcha, movie and shopping. Can I say my university life is quite boring. This semester is actually better than the previous one. At least, I joined dance class; not learning much but I am having fun. At least, I am a sub-commitee in CCIP music division. I more of the time to stay in library borak-ing of course, special thanks to the pack schedule. I figured out that on one of the side of the library is pack of the peoples of the same batch as mine. We, the FOE representatives always conquer the right hand side of the library. Is that a motivation? Or a good place to social around? See how I use the word social to replace the word pat. Lectures? I have to start the day with morning class for three consecutive days. I hate it. But I treat it as a way to the good habit. Else, I will be waking up after 10 am. Guess that life is getting healthier on the coming Novenber. Did I mention before that I will be starting my Industrial Training Programme on 30 October 2006? Hell ya, I am exposing myself to the real working environtment as a trainee status on the first day of my 22 years old. How sad it is. I am stepping forward to the reality world, getting away from mum n dad's shelter. I am going to miss my life as a student. Miss the way I skip the lecture just for an afternoon nap and also to skip the alarm clock and turn up to lecture 15 minutes late. Allright, back to the point...I have no pint actually. So this end my presentation...blurppppp....blog-atation today......ahhahaa.....







p/s: I miss him no more, Am i going to hate him? I wish No! He does not worth it. Loving and hating are the same, they require lots of courage and also...energy. a rainbow after rain is what we always wanted to or some of the time we just wish that the rain will never stop. Or perhaps we should not wish for rain? What a contrast.

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

lost items

Lost items:

Casio fx570 scientific calculator RM45
Mentos mint candy RM0.80
Club House membercard Rm30
own-self Priceless!

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

byebye midterm test

I figured out that i love to blog after test or exam. Yeah, finally this the end of midterm test for Tri3 of Delta, 2006. I am already in delta year which means I am already 4 years in MMU. How time flies....The scene when I come to MMU to buy the application form is still fresh in my mind. The great time during Alpha year was like yesterday. So, my Communication 2 paper went goreng. No one to be blamed other than my lack on time management. Whatever is it, it is already over. So much more are coming. The next few days is what I waited since few weeks ago. Nothing too special, not any anniversary or whose birthday. It is just my own declared midterm break since MMU do not give me one for this trimester. I am going sleep and rest a lot. Got to finish the drama series "ah wong shen juen" also. Yeah, I know I am terribly outdated in catching hk series. 4 days, without a single page of notes or tutorial. Planned for some gym session as well. It is time to catch my long lost workout too. Not to forget, applying some nutrient on my goin-to-dry face. Any other things to add on to my list??





=======esther in midterm break mode========

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Forecast



".........Romantically, there is no doubt that you've got Cupid and his fleet of angels on your side in April. This has to be good news, for the March 14 eclipse may have been troubling for you socially. Now, with Venus in your house of true love for the first time in a year and sending kisses to Jupiter in Scorpio, you'll be quite a people magnet. If single, you will likely find that at least one new romantic partner is eager to spend time with you........"


Hmm.....true love? A he or a she or a them? spend time? Jogging, cycling, swimming, skating, Waltz-ing,salsa-ing or maybe zoo visiting? *lols* Let's wait and see.....*patiently*



p/s: Waltz.....How I wish I can slide as they did....Nothing is more important than the understanding between each other while taking a step forward, without doubting the trust you gave earlier. Shall we dance....Waltz??????

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Salzburg

Came across to some conversation(online) on where I want to go if I am not bounded with any circumstances. Very straight away I replied "Hawaii and turkey". Hawaii, ok...a popular place but why turkey? For which I replied "peaceful place ma" Hm..not really peace, maybe it looked peaceful....then maybe Germany, hey..not for World Cup ok....Then at night when I was surfing the net for some exotic wallpaper for my pc. Without any second thought, I typed "Salzburg". Hey....where had hawaii and turkey gone to? Well, that was not an issue. Here are some of the eye-catching scenery that should not be miss.....






















Familiar the the one above? No doubt, one of the scenes
of the movie of "The Sound Of Music"









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What a day!

Hm...Hectic day was over. I was having a very high in pressure day since last night. Went for CCIP meeting at 9 pm after dinner in sk. Took me more than an hour there, get my t-shirt and tag, crapped a while with slow before i went off to foe to copy assignment. 3106 this time, I do not even print out the question. Just blindly copied whatever I got. Thanks a lot to hanni for bringing me to the way to free solution. Tq for alexi and lee min for the solution also. That was just the start of hectic day. I got my presentation slides around midnight. There I started to get nervous on how to present it profesionally. I do not want to read it from the paper. That is not enaff pro *giggs* So, I hafal hafal until 3 am. Oh, did I mention I will be having Semiconductor and Superconductor Devices midterm test at night on the next day. This also mean I had done nothing on the subject for the whole hell night. I damm regretted of having 2 hours of sinful naps in the afternoon. I should had spent more time on my revision. *sobsob* Back to the presentation. I was given 9 slides, not too much, quite little though but I just had no enough time to practice. Even before I closed my eyes for sleep, I was still memorising the slides. And I remembered I dreamt some sort about the slides. I must had been over nervous. Public speaking: needless to say, no1 fear of the society. So, I woke up earlier and dressed myself formally. The first time of the year that I am wearing formal. Grey shirt + black slack, I saw some OL side of me....hehe. Nah, there was no fun this morning. I just felt that my heart was pounding so hard and my hand is shaking the whole morning. Then, the time had come. 10am, closer and closer to my public speaking. And very coincidently, chinseng was also presenting the same topic. No wonder he said his presentation is very soon. The night before, remyn and I was actually guessing who was the other group, as we had never come across with the name. So, off he went for his presentation and I was waiting mine impatiently, and nervously. Everytime I felt nervous, my hands become cold, and it shakes some of the time. Then I felt a bit nausea, my appetite started to go crazy, and on some critical time, I felt of throwing out. Then it was my time to speak. There I went "A very good morning to.........bla bla bla", with a shaking and fast like rocket voice. A very bad performance I had done, if I am to judge myself. At least I gained some experiences and one day I will be have no fear anymore on public speaking. So, that was half of the day. Another half is going to be crazy too. I skipped semincond class, went for lunch and then rush back to do my last minutes revision. Panic was the only word to define my feeling on that seond half of the day. Unsolved tutorial, uncomplete text book reading, unknown answer and also un-understand theories. So , I just went through the text book, imagine how I manage to go thru 4 chapter in a afternoon. I saluted myself for that. As expected, the result was I did not even remember any single equation when I saw the question paper. Damn it! lucky I am still manage to do Q2. And 9 pm sharp, end of the challenging plus shitty day. I announced a break for myself until this wednesday to start the notes of fabrication. As a reward for myself, I let myself to have a wholeheartedly steamboat buffet for dinner. *yeah yeah* Finally I come to a short break...Going to sleep more and play more...

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

listed

the gentle and calm voice he spoke
the responsibilities he praticed
the similar interest that we owned in common
his popularity among his friends
the way he spiced up his life
the way he tried up new things
the generous smiles that he gave
the eye-contacts that never failed
the concentration he had
the smart and casual way he went
the sporty way he loved to
the politeness he used to be
the sense of humours
the determination towards learning
the similarity that I had never think of
the same opinion towards last min
the time he gave to his family
the wide circle of friends he made
the boyish facial expression he had
the way he sweats after workout


the list goes on.....

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complicated

Why? why? What had happened to me? My mood swings 180 degree in 24 hours. Is it I am tired? i was damn excited this early morning, even though I gotta to got up very very early, for e-charity run. the distance of the run is 5km but I think I only manage to run for 3km. The last 2 km I just walk and run a bit. Ahahahaha..but I still manage to get No 20 of the run. Suddenly felt that I have real great strength and stamina. Nah...just around 70 people joined for the female category. Felt a little bit surprise also, I can never run for long distance since primary. Anyway, I am still glad with what I had achieved this morning, minus the paiseh-ness when hanni screamed my name. That was so embrassing boy! But what I appreciate the most is when mostly of the foe fella scream when I went out for the medal. Ahahaha..at least some people did know me and I am not invisible among those foe....hehe....Happy stuff is not always continuous, bright day will never continues. But why is it bothering so much? Why must I care so much? This is not jealousy, not envy also. Just that I felt that I just a supplement. Iron, Magnesium, Vitamin B or Iodine??? That is worst than that if to compare. It does not really matter me much except the supplement part.

But at the same time I am still awaiting for a little magic that might work in a small percentage. With the slightest motion he sent, I am taking it as a motivation to move more, to step deeper and to wish for more. Might this will end nicely whether in the conclusion that I wanted or in a condition that I already expected, but in a different acceptable way.

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Friday, March 24, 2006

I should not had done this :p

Oh..i had done the darnest thing last midnight. Instead of burning midnight oil for Digital Integrated Circuit, I went for dimsum at 2.30am. Travelled all the way to Sri Petaling from Cyberjaya, which took more than 30minutes, though there was no traffic, that was still crazy. The problems are not about how far it is, how late is it, all I concerned was I will be having test on the next day. Ok ok....if anyone to be blame, that is me, I and myself. It was my own determination that gone wild some of the time *lols* Anyway, it was still a great meal. 3 of us (bzai, jerry n I) was having great supper+ breakfast. I talked a lot to compare to last few days. We ended up to reach Cyberia at 5.30am. It was a long long time ago since the last time we had dimsum for supper, not to include the one we had after Zouk session *giggs* Well, I am still looking forward for the "char siew pao", which i missed last night and of course the famous "lo mai kai pao". Yummy...Thinking of it will make me salivate.

All the best for all PureE for the paper tonight. May esther pass it with flying colours. Esther, Go! Go! Go! %%- %%- %%-

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Biggest assets

Overview:
Your strength and confidence are two of your biggest assets, especially when it comes to how you deal with the challenges about to come your way. You're more than equal to the task, however.


Yes, Esther, Go! Go! Go!

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

She found the Space


For the first time of being grown-up, she felt so terribly guilty. For not being a useful person. For something she can do it better. For being an unsecure. For being a dissapoint-er. She was blowed with lots of mean question marks. No matter how hard they were, she was still standing, protecting herself, believing she can get through it. She knew she had no wrong, but she also knew she is the cause of it. She was still tough for everything except....He is the only place she will become an infant. Where the vulnerability to break is no distance. The comforts he gives, the securities he offers, all the time. She becomes so tiny, depending emotionally on him, so much. No... infinity is the exact value. In front of him, she struggle to be a grown-up, yet he is the only place that she broke into tears, sheding off her egoness. Because of his words, his comforts and also his sacrifies. Only in him, she found herself, to be the she that can be found in no one. Whenever and wherever, he gives her the long lost space. She.....is now.... understood, useless has in own definitions, regarding to different individual, time and also space of course.

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

reference is still a reference

I should not be putting too much weigh on it. As expected, nothing really special happenned. Maybe I am just too conscious about this day. I should had known so for the past so many years, but I am still placing a glimpse of hope on it. My rationality told me "That is just a reference" but emotionally, I am still a miracle believer. Childish? Yes, parts of me are still a kid. But at least I am not unhappy. Dad and Mum is always supporting me. I still have few peoples that make laugh everydays. When there is hope, there is will and when hopes transform into reality, it is the meaning of life, I guess. Am I wrong? Surprises come when you least expect it. But tell me how many people in reality live without expectation? Thanks god, I am still breathing, at least. Of course I felt a little bit dissapointed because today is no much different than others day. Wake up==> lunch ==> library==> lectures==> dinner ==> online chating ==> supper ==> blogging. Just another Tuesday unless the online chatting session is a special one. Nah, zero excitement. To be positive, I should view the reference on the others perspective!

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Gelatimo Challege!!!

Date: 4th March 2006
Location: Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur
Time: After lunch, around 2pm
Mission: Ice cream Challenge


Here comes the 4 ice-cream's freaks. Loving ice-cream is eating ice-cream. Planned to have 500ml initially but ended up ordered 750ml ones. Take notes, the ice-cream does not come in cones, cups, or bowls. It was in 750ml full box!!!!!
















Very obvious, it comes ugly in 3 flavours :- zamboich(correct me!), chocolate mashimaro and hazelnuts. The look was ugly but the taste is not ugly at all. Let's see the participant "GELATIMO MOMENT". Yeah, this is Italian Gelatimo Ice-cream at Times Square, not a luxury shop, just a small outlet on the mall walkway. Some sort of Baskin Robbins. Here it goes:

Participant No.1 : Miss Esther said "Heavenly"



Participant No 2 : Miss Katherine said "There is no NO for icre-cream!!!"


Participant No.3 : Mr Lykwan said "Ice-cream party??? Count me in!"


Participant No.4 : Mr Jerry said "750ml is never enough for us, come on..lets have another 500ml"







Yeah, I am so much in love with ice-creams. This is also not my first time to have this heavy dose of ice-cream. It was about half year ago, my hometown friend, ah shan and me had our first 500ml together. *scream* We both love ice-cream. And there was once that I ordered Baskin Robbins (quarter pinch i guess), and i finished it alone(I was in Genting that time)! Baskin Robbins' Grean Tea ice cream *thumb up*. And not to forget few years back, we (sheryl, slow and I) finished a box of Wall's Selection ice-cream in Cyberia(whahahaaaaaaahhahaa). Ice-cream party???? Yes, I will go for it!

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Sleepless nights

It had been 4 sleepless nights. Oh....someone please save me. For these 4 nights, I had been flipping around until dawn. I cut- out my afternoon nap, but it made no different. My mind is just so active, as Hanni said. Yes, i admit that I was thinking someone but that is only on the first night. What happened to me? I do not love to sleep anymore? oh..no way! Is it because of the hot weather? I do not know. Even a full day shopping trip failed to give me a good sleep, I woke up at 2am and i flip flip flip for so many hundred times. One day class + salsa make no different to my body. Sleep, everyone need it, but I need it the most! :-( :-(

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

count 2...

My mind is getting complicated. Why is it 24? Not 2 or 3? Scratch my head, I am still looking for the reason. There is no solution, but again why is it 24? Is that my eyesight is limiting me from something that I am yet figured out. Or am I afraid counting it again.




P/s: This entry is as complicated as a combination of maths, equations, probabilities, theories and a lot of unknown question marks. Ya, it is Sunday night again :P . Maybe my mind just get tired, when I was not having a good sleep continuously for two nights. May the downpour late the afternoon brings back my good sleep ."Rain rain, come again and flushed the humid air away"

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Saturday, March 04, 2006

I am loving it~

Thrice a day is just too much. Even though it is not so good emotionally, I know I am starting to love it. One day, I will know whether I am correct. At least I will know there are some force, trying to hint me, telling me, you are not stepping on the same spot.

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Friday, March 03, 2006

Gila....

forever_1st_day: seriously i wan tell u..

lnyie84: show u how to lam XXX

forever_1st_day: since long time ago liao
forever_1st_day: but i dare not..
lnyie84: u seroisly love me???

forever_1st_day: please..
forever_1st_day: be patient and

lnyie84: okok

forever_1st_day: listen to what will me utter

lnyie84: u tell
lnyie84: i go bath

forever_1st_day: softly to ur ears..

lnyie84:

forever_1st_day: really..

lnyie84: okok

forever_1st_day: i want to say this everytime i see u
forever_1st_day: everytime i just keep in in my heart

lnyie84: ok la i go bath now

forever_1st_day: and i feel bad everytime i close my eyes at night
forever_1st_day: that..
forever_1st_day: really..
forever_1st_day: i
forever_1st_day: i am not lesbian
forever_1st_day: so..ur love thing ar..
forever_1st_day: plz ar..

lnyie84:

forever_1st_day: dun show me here
lnyie84:

forever_1st_day:

lnyie84:
lnyie84:
lnyie84:
lnyie84:
lnyie84: why..
lnyie84: why must u tell me know
lnyie84: do u not know that i love you so
lnyie84: don go break my heart just like that
lnyie84: i would not love in this world without you
lnyie84: dont you know

forever_1st_day: baby..listen to me...

lnyie84: there will be another sleepless night

forever_1st_day: love is everywhere u can get in this world
forever_1st_day: please go out..
forever_1st_day: and seek yours..

lnyie84: no

forever_1st_day: do not stay just for me...

lnyie84: i refuse to !
lnyie84: i had found my love in you

forever_1st_day: i doesnot wortd it

lnyie84: you do, trust me you do

forever_1st_day: go explore and find the greatest love

lnyie84: do u not wanna try out with me?

forever_1st_day: no..that is not love.....

lnyie84: i do not need a great love to stand in my life
lnyie84: all i want is you

forever_1st_day: please...

lnyie84: a return of love is just what i need

forever_1st_day: leave me with a little smile

lnyie84: so please
lnyie84: stay iwht me...

forever_1st_day: and go mmet the new one
forever_1st_day: together he will bring you happiness
forever_1st_day: warmth

lnyie84: how dare you say that

forever_1st_day: that i will never can give to you

lnyie84: even i save all my love for oyu?
lnyie84: there is no one else out there who acts like you
lnyie84: smile and charm like you..
lnyie84: no.. there will never be
lnyie84: stay with me plese

forever_1st_day: you will never know
forever_1st_day: at least u go and try
forever_1st_day: i will stay here and
forever_1st_day: be beside of your
forever_1st_day: come back if you meet the dead end

lnyie84: stay here n eat ur roti canai la

forever_1st_day: and you will start all over again from me

lnyie84: i knew it when i 1st saw you
lnyie84: i end all the path i needed to you
lnyie84: because the reason is i found you

forever_1st_day: if you leave, you will know that i am no longer the perfect one for u
forever_1st_day: go and find yours
forever_1st_day: and you will be blessed by my prayer

lnyie84: love is blind, really it was
lnyie84: ive tried and i know
lnyie84: he is not worth for me

forever_1st_day: and only god will know that you love me deep in your heart

lnyie84: all i want is you
lnyie84: why 2 person deeply in love cant be together?
lnyie84: tell me why...
lnyie84: i go bath lor

forever_1st_day: u say i win 1st...

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

the third coincidently or the 1st sign of......

one...two and three encounters. Got to say moving in a good beat. Two important number in the month of March. Hm..the first one is quite a surprise.....the second one is on 14th, guess that i will be forgeting this date in few more days. How surprising it would be, I wonder.... Somebody just remind me when it is 15 of march k...

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

apa?!!! naik 30 sen????

The Star, 28 February 2006

KUALA LUMPUR: The price of petrol and diesel is up by 30 sen a litre effective today, the highest increase in the past two years.

However, the Prime Minister's Department, in a statement, said that this would be the only increase for the year. (hah?!!30sen is more than enough la)

Public transport and commercial vehicle operators only face a 15 sen rise for diesel. (bus ticket price also increase lo *sob sob*)


The Prime Minister's Department also said the savings from the price increase would be used “to pay for development projects and improving the public transport system for the benefit of all people.” (My mum used to pump rm42 for full tank, kancil only, now rm50 is not so sufficient lo....for every tank my mum pump, she invests rm8 for development project lo..look like everyone is undeniable very generous toward the contribution of development. How about my dad car....oh no....full tank will cost him near to hundred ringgit )

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Monday, February 27, 2006

MLM, thanks..no thanks

MLM, Multi Layer Marketing. This so-called investment is getting terribly hit now. Let it be LampBerger, GoldQuest or whatever Quest, it is all about BIG MONEY, FAST MONEY and again BIG MONEY and FAST MONEY again. How they persuade people to join them...quote from Lowyat.net

"Like a group of ppl which is already LB member,they organize a small party n call their frens to join them and makan.3 days after tat party nite,each LB member ask the fren tat the bring on tat nite says tat go KLCC "jalan jalan" but end up in their office in Wisma HLA.
The group party most who attend is LB members,just make it easy tat is a upline organize a party....ask his downlines to bring his/her frens to join in....later can take step by step to convert them to join.They won't intro LB on the party nite,only few days later they will ask u to go KLCC for yumcha or jalan jalan but is end up in their LB HQ".

and the freaking fact is that




1)Since they really want to help ppl to become richer, then why dun help them to pay all and earn the money for them??

2)They seems like to 'blow water' saying how much they earn la, wat car they buy la n even worst is they will look down on those who question/look down their products. And the BMW that they are driving and the bungalow they are staying are fully on loan. Remember that HSBC, HongLeong giving out *what ever the name* full loan? They(upline) is having a large amount of liability.

3) If this investment is giving you so much in return in let's say 3 months, why not Bank Negara use this concept to develop the country. Make sense?

4) Why those upline meet you up to brainwash you in mamak stall, not in Starbucks, Dome, Chili's. They are making big money right?

5) Upline will say this investment is not pyramid scheme, it is a multilayer marketing. What a good name. But boys, can you name the difference?

6) they almost say nothing about the product... they just bombard your mind with "fast money"...

7) If this is a great way to make money, why people tends to share it with us. It is the same fact why Mr Lim Goh Tong is becoming richer and richer and does him share the fortune with us. No right?

8)The product that you invest is normally something which is damn damn cheap in some other country , of course which you cannot get locally. Who in the world really need a lampe for rm2k?

The following statement is not from me. Courtesy for Lowyat.net forum for that. But this is what I am very very agree



"MLM is for stupid and useless people who are good from nothing other then being a burden to the family and friends cos they do not see the pride in the slow climb up the career ladder is sometimes more important then the quick and easy money cheated from a close one or a stranger where you so called 'true friendship' is just basically driven by GREED and LUST FOR MORE MONEY. Where at the end your own prespective is so perverted that you will conform to the lies that are thought of by the biggest liars to con you to make more money for yourselves and they just get all peons to do the hard work and they just reap the harvest. SO think again before you fall for such misdirective half truths and remember that LIFE IS NEVER EVER EASY and by taking the easy way out of life you will never be able to cherish the simple pleasures of waking up to a glorious sunshine or even to breathe a simple breath fo fresh air without scheming to 'encourage' someone of the new found joy of being rich "

And of course there are people who success by doing MLM. There are, but just some! Maybe 1-2 out of 10. Only those with super tough determination will success here. And that are just half of it, because the other half of half determination people will not be influenced by this scheme. Just like me! *lolz* I just do not have so much in financially to start the investment. FAST MONEY...good enough for investment but...rm2k gone without news!!!

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

99

This is childish...but surprisingly..it is 99 % accurate, at least for this moment. And coincidently, this is the 99th entry I had in www.mystage4u.blogspot.com




Your Five Variable Love Profile



Propensity for Monogamy:



Your propensity for monogamy is medium.

In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.

But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!

There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.



Experience Level:



Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.



Dominance:



Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.



Cynicism:



Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.



Independence:



Your independence is high.

You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.

Having your own life is very important for you...

Even more important than having a relationship.

P/s: Not that I am showing off that I am so much enjoying single life. Just that the time has not come yet. Love, everyone in this world need it, rite? And I am still believing "To love and to beloved in return is the greatest thing in the world"

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Monkeys monkeys sekalian...

Kindly introducing me and the monkeys in my house...






Me.....the only ordinary one.....



Here Monkey No.1

Monkey No.2



Monkey No.3


Monkey No.4

and.....Jing jing jing jinggggggg.........................



And this how these monkey behave while in they cage in Mentakab, Pahang

Scary????

P/s: Ym me if you want to know in details of those monkeys.... :-p


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Monday, February 20, 2006

cha cha boom....opps

Cha Cha Booommmm...
no no...not the correct song...
the correct song is...




i dont really know..ahaha...
Started with Salsa class last week. Just a casual dancing class lah, not dancinf with flirty skirt andd 3inches shoe. Just casual, as what i mention just now. Just t-shirt and jeans aith a pair of sport shoes lah. Attended the second lesson just now, quite enjoying except that i felt that I am quite kayu. I had zero experience in dancing, not to count the clubing shake bon bon. I enjoy watching people dancing and this is my very first time to dance in front of people, and it is Salsa, one of the Latin American Dance.

Quite embrassing though, twist here n there then shake here and there. And the hardest part, a partner is required. OMG..I just cant dance naturally with somebody opposite sex. Not to say eyes contact with partner is very very important. Eyes contact==> I am an idiot on it. To stare someone eyes, oh no no, i just cant do it unless he is my.....Anyway, Salsa class is very very intersting. You will see somebody twisting in all the wrong direction, and how people dance without eye-contact(just like me :-p) and of course to laugh at people stop halfway dancing because they forget their steps......ahahahahaa....that is so so so funny. I am sometimes on of them. And definetly there are some who are very good in their steps and motion. All these required talent and pratice practice practice and also practice....Looking forward for the next class *giggs*

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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Lou Sang HCNY 2006

It is the first week of trimester 3. Below are come photos of lou sang. Happy Chinese New Year!!
Date: 7 Feb 2006
Venue: San You, Seri Kembangan
Comment: The package is RM 398, not so expansive but does not worth it, the food portion is too small and some of the food is not so nice
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BEFORE









AFTER...(courtesy for jason for the messy table)







sea of "shark fin"







half way sea-ing





someboday said this is SHE(wanna vomit)..plz do not agree!






6 guys, 5 gals and a "lou sang"

Happy Semester Reopen and Happy Chinese New Year


p/s:This is the second time I"lou sang" with frens in KL. Having an enjoyable time there. Well, this entry came a bit late...anyways late is better than none :p

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Valantine Special

It is 14 February 2006, Status: Dateless :p


Program Flow:

9.55am:
Woke up, and had 2 slices of Gardenia wholemeal bread with a piece of ba gua(dried meat). Indeed a very dried meat because b zai went to burn it in 2minutes time with our microwave. First time to had this a bit hangus and hard ba gua

10.40am:
Printed some notes, pity on me because I do not have no a single page of notes for the first week of the trimester.

11.00am:
Felt bored, my roomate is still here even today is V-day. So, we started our cho tai di routine. Opened the cover of the HerWorld magazine that I bought from cyberia new shop last night. Lucky b zai is still around. Game ended because I kept on losing. The reason: only bzai n hanni knew it

12.30pm:
Hanni came to join us for the cards game. Aikss....our plan for V-day one day trip went "boil soup" because we lacked of members.

1.05pm:
I boiled another soup. This is a real one, cabbage soup. Love cabbage that dad gave to me one week ago. Well, it is one week old, some of the leaves turn yellow d. Games continued.

2.45pm:
Game finally ended, drank cabbage soup for lunch because we want to leave some space of our stomach for the dinner.

4.20pm:
Took a shower, prepare a bit for 5pm class. Looked like pure-E student doesnt take it big for V-day. I can see that most of us were attending the late afternoon class.

7.00pm:
Mr Mamum was still giving lecture. His wrist watch is already showing 7.05pm. All the students were packing their notes. Some even complained that it is already dinner time. But Mr Mamum said today we should follow his dinner time, that is 10.30pm the earliest. Hahhhhh...no no no, we want to leave the class as soon as possible. So, he went for another slide(which is about 5 slides altogether) before letting us go. So, the activity start now....


7.25pm:
Get the little kancil from hb4. Hanni, Floreena n kerchean is in my team, another team is also still in hostel so we decided to meet at the MMU bus stop. Lucky it is a kancil because I am also driving kancil in my hometown. This is also the first time i drive in KL, not to count last time went to alamanda for jessy's bday cake. he brake was so so so...sensitive. Maybe the owner afraid we wil need it during emergency. So, 5minutes of waiting, off we went to sk.

8.15pm:
Reached sk hoi tong, quite crowded. Aiseh how come steamboat buffet is also that crowded. Ithought couples only celebrate V-day in dim light restaurant, with candle on the table, red wine,piano or violin backgrond, steak and flowers...how romantic it is....But the fact is we need to wait for empty table. Lucky it is not so long for wait, about 10minutes plus, and we get a table for 8. Yes, 8 girls and a single party. Had prawn, chicken satay, lemon chicken, fish, crab,ice cream....as usual except for the dessert which is jelly(maybe this is v-day special). Soo yeu and I are loving it so much. 2 hours of non stop eating, it is time to say goodbye to the other team because we need to rush to Mid Valley for movie. This time my team consist of hanni and flo.

10.15pm:
We had only 45mins to travel to mid valley from sk. And this is my first tiem to drive there. I do not really recognise the route,neither do hanni and flo. Just go for it. We have extra petrol but we have no much time to waste, else, our reservation tickets will be gone.

11.15pm:
God bless us because we reach on time. At least we were not seat in kl. Driving late at night also an advantage because you can drive slowy to see the signboard. Managed to get each of us a ticket for the movie "Firewall". Lepak around outside the cinema, looking here and there, figured one thing in common:-couple, couple and more couples......and also levi's valentine T. The design is not bad, but what i do not like is they are sharing the same shirt. Well, if i have a bf, I will design our own t-shirt*still dreaming* What is the feeling when you and your love one wearing a couple T and both of you saw another couple coming with the same shirt.....that is...yerrrr

11.45pm:
Set our butt at the 3rd rom from behind of cinema 13. Beside me was a pair of not so young loving couple. I saw them hugging each other so tightly before entering the cinema. Yuckss......not because of I am envy of them to be a couple but i think they should behave themself while appearing in public. "Firewall", a good movie, as what sn recommended this noon. I am falling in much with harrison ford, though he can be my father. He is just so so so profesional and loving in that movie. He is the MAN.....

1.45pm:
Movie ended, uite tired but i still need to drive *sob sob*. Lost our way and we ended visiting Bangsar's housing area, lucky we managed to get back on track in a short time. Reach home before 3am, wanted to shower to remove away the bbq flavour from my hairs(due to the steamboat n bbq buffet), but I am really too tired. Guess this is the end of 2006 Valentine days. Dateless, but date-ful with frens. Happy Valentine's Day!!!




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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

aikss....

It is school reopen again. Backto school, not really fun but glad to meet up frens also lah. Went for "lou sang " last night. CNY goin to end very soon *sob sob* another year to wait lor. On the way to plan for "single party"during valentine, anyone interested, raise your hand k...hehe

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Hallo, ich bin Esther

German paper is less than 7 hours away. German, a very interesting class. My class is a very small one, just 9 of us. The lecturer get to know every each of us in person. Initially, I was quite in nervous during the class because I had to voice out more than 3 times in every lecture. That is quite "arrghhh, why me again..oh no!" But very soon, right before Miss Katrin left us for German, i used to be natural during the class. On the spot questioning is no longer a huge problem for me. We used to laugh alot during the class. I will never forget how Miss Katrin demonstrate the word "geboren" aka born. She is kind enough to answer all our lamest question about Germany. Through her, we got to have a closer look of Germany, which sounded like a very peaceful city where peoples are inactive at night. That means no yamcha, no movie and the most interesting part, they cook always and their main transportation is Fahrrad aka bicycle! Unfortunely Miss Katrin left us at the middle of the course. Then very soon, she is replaced by a Malay lecturer, Frau Zarina who are quite plump physically. At first I really do not really like the way she distribute the lecture. It is because since in the first class I found out that she use more Bahasa Melayu to conduct the lecture. I was like "hey, this is university madam. use english ok", but of course i did not voice it out. Well, she turned out to be a quite funny and friendly lecturer. And I cannot deny that she had a better pronountation, maybe because she is not a native German speaker. From her, we got to know how to twist our tongue for a better pronountation. She is quite efficient too, she called every each of us just to tell us where and when is our replacement class. She even sms-ed us for the coursemaark. The sms sounded as follows:

"Esther, ur carry mark is 35.5.
Pls study verbs
conjugation. Look at the
pvs papers that we'd
done. G luck! Frau zarina "

This is just so sweet (is this a correct word I doubt). Shall I call her during the holiday so that she will give me an extra mark *lolz lolz*

Anyway, thanks a lot to Miss Katrin and Frau Zarina for enlighten me during this 2 months German course. Danke

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Monday, January 09, 2006

glad..but not happy :p

The Digital System Final Paper is over. Though it is over, I am still not feeling happy about it. Why? I just never expected this kind of questions will come out. It is really tough, I was stucked on every question that i did. Felt cheated as well. The question in the paper is just totally different with tutorial given. Is this so-called, self studying method, which means we need do a lot of out of lecture extra work. Now I know why mrs shahiman said i left this one for you to as a homework. The time is just not allowing as this semester is very pack itself. We do not actually finish our lecture on time so the lecturer end up skiping this and that. Well, i understand that I cant blame anyone. Maybe this is close relation with my learning attitude. Some says A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 100%. Maybe it is the time to have a major change, like what he had said before. Anyway, that is the end of the hectic period. Another two paper to come, but not so tough(i hope).
Had my 1st log in to art.com as well. Drawn my first ever art pieces online . Hanni say not bad, but i just know that i have no special gift in drawing. Anyway, enjoy doin it, the software is not bad. Much better than paint brush. Not so restricted by the mouse movement. The software just know which spot that you want to fill with color. The main advantage is user does not need to download the software. And registeration is not required. *thumb up* and the images you had drawn were saved on its database itself. After you completed the image, you just need to save it and send it to your email, and the link to that graphic will be there. Other than that, image can be shared with others email user as well. Overall, an ideal tool for creative drawing online! Oh ya, the tools also show you how the original user draw the graphic in the form of flash.


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Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sleepless night

It is 5.20am in the morning. I am not purposely to wake up to study. I just cant sleep properly. It had been three hours lying on the bed, thinking of a lot of things. Thinking bout the past, my family and also future. It happen again to me to have a sleepless night. I really hate it when i cant sleep soundly at night, moreover this is the few days before final exam. Maybe I should concentrate on the studies now, but i am just not psycologically fit for that. Sleep, everyone need it, but i need it the most.

Lesson of the day: Do not take coffee after lunch. Not even a NESLO, else you will end up like me. Physically awake but mentally empty.

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Friday, January 06, 2006

important, at least for me!

This is very very important, at least for me. Digital system coursework mark is out today. Downloaded the file and saved it to my desktop. Ms power point is running so slow on my pc. It took me more than 3 mins to log in to that file. So, immediately i scrolled to my id 10211xxxxx, saw my assignment marks. 19/20, good good...too good. Never think of to get this minus one to full mark. We do not even completed the whole project. We did nothing on the main code, but yet the lecturer mark us as 19. That is too hard to believe. The first thing i wanted to do is to inform my groupmate, Asa.Anyway, instead of that, I scrolled down and see hows the other groups performing. Not bad, the average is around 16-18. Then only i realized i didnt take notice on the midterm mark whichwas just a cell next to assignment mark. So, i scrolled up again to check my mark. Oh..that was unbelievable. I scrolled to top again. Not wrong. Back to my id again. Yes, very confirm. So here come the main point....I get 40/40 for mid term. I am so so glad with it. Never in my dream I dreamt of getting full marks in MMU. I do not think I am doing well on the paper either. But that was it, unless it was a typo mistake of the lec. Hope he will not double check it. That makes me actually carrying 39/40 for the final paper..Felt very relieved. Sms-ed bzai on that stuff oso.. Back then, she got 19/20 for her midterm ....Maybe I am sharing some of her luck.But i win her...*lolz*She said that is a good influence of her...Perhaps...Hope this is a good beginning for this course....Damn happy yo! Mayb this is nothing much..but i am just glad....Yes, esther, Go!go!go!

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

announcement to myself

With the end of Digital System assignment, now officially i announce the start of study week. Another 4 days to go before the final paper for Digital System. The assignment period is a crazy one, really fed up when the is uncorrectable syntax error and even worse when i cant get the desired output. Luckily managed to finish it(at least part of it that we targeted to complete) in time. Thanks to Asa for the hardwork and for adopting me as your groupmate. Situation went worst when we are going to have our main touggh paper on the first day of exam week itself. That is just too bad. Why cant the lecturer book another not so early day for us?? Aikss....this means another 4 sleepless day to go. I better organize my time properly. I just have no much time to lepak around. Anyhow, I might be very free from 9 jan onwards, but i needed lots of cash....for shopping of course. Though that I day had went for a shopping trip with shyan, but that is just not enough. I need to get another pair of jeans and skirt to complete my collection for CNY. Yes, CNY is around the corner....new clothes, angpow, fren gathering, gamble, cookies, candies is coming very soon. Yes, another 4 days to go and I will be like a bird. esther ....Go!go!go! You can make it! You can do it because sugar had done it. sugar no longer a sugar except in deep in sugar heart, Sugar will be a memory. And with the date of 1jan2006, sugar no longer stays the the same circle again. She will be free, taking the first step and another step, seeking for the right one. But she just decided to be freed too late of the day, because she felt that is a promise and she do not want to break it. But now, nothing matters too much to her already. Yet, " Ich liebe dich, als eine Freundin"

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Dedicated post

This post is dedicated to one of my fren(you know who are you) out there. Though you start this brand new year unhappily, I hope that you will be able to get back on track in the shortest of time. Live is short, you just have no space for unhappy moment. I know this is a tough period, take it easy k. Cheer up o! Say this " you shen me da bu liao!" and tomorrow you will wake up in a better way. Go go go you deserve to live in a happy life.
This is a little song for you (i am not goin to sing for you anyway)

My Favourite Things

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favourite things


Cream coloured ponnies and crisp apple streudles
Doorbells and slaybells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favourite things


Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winter that melts into spring
These are a few of my favourite things


When the dog bites, when the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favourite things
And then I don't feel so bad



Well, what is your favourite things...
-soya milk? pai gu wang? 2 burger in one shot? nano ipod(though u dont have it yet? what ever it is...get well soon!)

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