Thursday, July 28, 2005

partially over

Finally it is partially over, the midterm test and lab. Previous week was really a challenging one. Perhaps this is because this is the first test after such long trimester break. ETM paper, not really a hard one, just that i had not finely prepared for it. Until now, i am already in the 3rd year, i had never really deeply concentrate in my enginering studies. I just love to loaf around. I know that is not good , but i just never really get commited in the studies. I might regret one day, i know. Anyway, it is partially over. I had a few more day to rest before i get started with the other four subject. Oh no, i hope i can complete at least half of the revision before i am back to cyber after the trimester break.
ok, back to "what happened today". Feeling a bit relief after last night test, today i woke up with urge to go for skwong class. Sometimes, i just enjoy attending 8 am class especially that is a good lecturer. Till now, i still never miss a single class. Afterall, today class is until 10am only, 9.30 am to be exact because today ecp class, the lecturer release us earlier than usual *yeah yeah*. But too bad i still have a dued date lab report to rush.

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

it is 11.16pm, i had just back from sunway lagoon. Felt really exhausted after a few hours playing in water. Three slides, flying carpet, pouring pail and sunway bridge; no problem to me. I just love to try those challenging outdoor activity. hehe. I just love to play with water. I guess i love water since i was toddler. I still remember the pic i took at the beach when i was kids. I am ever exicted to get to beach or pool, anything as it is a deal with water. after we had the pizza dinner, we went for a movie. Quite a boring movie, luckily i manage not to fall in sleep during the movie. It was so weird to watch movie in a empty cinema. The total of ppl watching that movie is jus slightly more than 20 only. phew..... so do the movie war of the world, iwatch wif sheryl at mines, so small cinema, with only 8 rows of seat; and it is not full!!!!! tyng started to use my 2266. wonderin anyone will contact me thru that no. it is the time to study again, the etm test is coming next wed....oh no....i just hate test!



*the is the first day i gone thru without thinking of him, afterall he is just not that important...not too late to realize now perhaps....

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Friday, July 22, 2005

thursday, a day of food...i am going to gain weight again. It is crazy when i think back. After rejected ah too to had dinner in Penang house because of the expansive fod there, i began to plan what to eat tonight. Sardine sandwich; bread is only for breakfast, fried rice;i have no meat to cook and i had just taken it yesterday lunch, maggie; a big no no, i had just taken it this noon...then i came across with porridge, yes that is right, since i am not so comfortable with my throat. So i decided to cook some porridge. I went to the kitchen and get a tin of sardin, thinking a while what should i eat with the porridge. I get the rice, washed it, then start boiling it. While waiting the porridge to be allright to serve. I searched in the frigde for the available food for my dinner. There is no much choice for which finally i took out some mixed bean for defroze. Then after my porridge is ready only i decided to follow cc out to have dinner with slow n sheryl. It is a long time i never had dinner with them already. So, i was out with cc car heading to sk hakka village. after ordering 3 dishes which included chicken, bean curd and vege, we started to look around on the other table. Wow, the table next to us was having crab. It was so yummy....suddenly i miss the crab at the grill fish stall in temerloh. then came our dishes, a really nice and awesome meal indeed. We were stomach satisfied ast he dishes there were served in a quite large portion. After paying for the bill, off we go to tapow for the other housemate. When i reached cyber, i tried solve some problem for jerry. Too bad i cant help him much, i only know to do a very small bit in his assgn. Then i heard some weird noise from which i guess came from under my bed. Wondering i might perasan, then i continue with the maths question. Then again i heard that noise, wondering what sound is that. This time it is much longer. heard like my hp vibration sound but my hp is right in front of me...and i am very sure that my hp doesnt sound so soft. The sound is still there, i look at my hp. and i grab it. Eh, it was vibrating. Then only i knew the previous sound came from my hp. Written shernee on the hp, i press on the green button. Over the line, i heard sn familiar sound, asking me out for mcD. Besides was yeu shouting me to out for ice cream, then again i was out for food. haveng strawberry sundae as dessert, we sat at mcD until 12.30am. another happning yamcha spot for us with unlimited soft drink. we refill for three times, too evevn suggest we bring back the cup and refill it the other day. what a silly joke. hehehee.....now i started to worry bout to the sugar content in that drink...i felt that i am loving soft drinks nowadays, thank to the influence of sn,too,jerry n jason. I got to change, soft drink is bad for me i know...but i still like it. Maybe this is the youngster habit...aiii....

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

the spring

the spring is still there, guess it is the second day it had been here. It is really a very beautiful scenery, especially under the morning 9 am sun. The pink flower all over the tree, as the tree is not a tree, but is a tree of flower. And when the wind blow, some of the flower might fall. And the fallen flower on the grass. It is just beautiful. and of course romantic too...hopefully the flowers is still there. This few hours rains might ruin the perfect scenery, leaving brownish old leaf and unfresh color of flower onm the floor. That is the campus summer, too short but that make it special. because no one is going to appreciate it if the flowers bloom everydays. Only when it is once a year, it will be attached to the memory of our brain.

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

the little one that had been taken away

never in my life
i felt this sorrow
i felt regret
i felt heartbreak
everytime i speak your name
i still remember
how u greet me
every each time i am home
except that noon
i will never forget
the way your litlle body
brushed through my feet
the way you lick my toe
the way you run
when i said"let go out"
and the way
you sprang to the dining table
when we shout"let's eat"
i really miss
miss the time
when u come and greet me
every each time i came down from the stair
miss the moment
when you pretend
when u want us to feed
maybe this is the way
god want to be the best for you
perhaps
he just love you too much
to take u away from us
let him reborn u to a better place
where the man in luck
bring give you happiness
take care of you intensively
if time can turn back
i choose to have you back
back to my home
and i promise i will
be the one never let u to go away

**specially dedicated for my little vodka. May him reborn to the best place in the universe.

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