For The Year 2005

The best part of 2005?
The family love and the friendship I had gained of course.

Q:The worst part of 2005?
Lost my hp(though it is 2100) while working in Genting. Well, I replaced it with a color screen.

Q: Did you make any new friends in 2005? Who?
Yes I guess but just cant figure out who he/ she is. People comes and goes in my life.
Hmm....Some when working in Genting, some from Malacca and maybe some from cyber

Q: Any new crushes in 2005? Who?
Yes yes yes. recently deeply in crush with Singapore jue dui superstar contestant.
Hong Jun Yang- He can sing well but it is a bit unlucky as he is not the superstar. Anyway he managed to get signed with Universal.
real crushes in a year? Of course there are a few. *gigs* one of the latest one is the cute guy next to fri german class. I guess he is foreigner, mayb korean(as what hanni said). Nah, he dont even know i exist and i dont even know his name. Tat's crush. Not more to reveal *blush*



Q: Do they know?
Already mentioned as above. As for him, I do hope he will notice this. Keep this in mind, Scorpio is always mysterious.


Q:Who will you never forget?
All my dear friends.


Q: Who did you wish you did not meet?:
None. I believe that there are reasons why I was arranged me to meet


Q: Did you have a boy/girlfriend in 2005?:
No


Q:Did you fall in love in 2005?:
Nein, aber das ist nicht lieben

Q: Did you catch someone in a lie in 2005?:
Yes, quite a number


Q:Did you call them out?
No, I only observed it



Q: Did you get caught in a lie? What was it?:
I think no, I am a not bad lier. I lied naturally some of the time.

Q: Funniest moment of 2005?:
Too much of funny moment. Perhaps the Guys' performance during Uno games in Genting
can be ranked as the top 5. The Sunway trip when we were shouting when we so a small
dark spot on his neck for which we thought is shit. *lolz* and maybe also of abby and
jerry performance on chicken wing war last night?

Q: Most embarrassing moment of 2005?
Dont really have. I hope wearing arena tee with sport shorts for having lunch in
Wong Kok Char Chan Teng is not too embarrassing...



Q:The funniest thing you you saw on TV in 2005?:
Malaysian Idol special performance??????
KungFu mahjong


Q:The funniest thing you heard on the radio?
Nothing much. Less tune to radio though



Q: Did you take any vacations in 2005? Where?:
Genting, Malacca( consider as vacation, well I was having great time)


Q:Any new hobbies of 2005?:
Nothing much, start getting back to table tennis

Q: Did you get a new job in 2005?:
Part Time job as service crew in karaoke in genting

Q:Did you lose a job in 2005?:
Yes, as school is reopen, i need to resign


Q: Did you host a party in 2005?:
Yes, my 21 bday party. And also the 1st ever mid-autumn bbq


Q: Did you get in any car accidents in 2005?:
No, but nearly during CNY. *touch wood*


Q: Did you get a ticket in 2005?:
Bus ticket to KL from my mum

Q: Were you ever arrested in 2005?
No of course!


Q: Where did most of your money go?:
Food, clothes and a lot to tuition fees!


Q:What song will always remind you of 2005?:
Gurdian Angel- junyang
Bu de bu ai- wilbert n xie ze
Mimpi- Malaysian idol

Q: What do you wish you'd done more of?:
Study...Good time to spend with family and friends. And more more more sleeping


Q:What do you wish you'd done less of?:
Being weird, clothes washing


Q:Thing you were really good at in 2005?
Complaining on people, laugh at people and sleeping lo

Q:Thing you wish you were better at in 2005?:
Time management, studies, communicating and love love love

Q: In 2005, did you lie to miss a day of work / school?:
Yes, some of the time but i didnt lie. I will be frank if I am lazy to class

Q:Did you move in 2005?
Ya, moved my bathroom to clubhouse..*lolz*
moved my table from living room to my bed room as well


Q: Did you wish on a shooting star in 2005?
Not even in TV

Q: Has your wish come true?
Yes, I am still alive at least. And I passed all the papers throughout the year


Q: Did you have a sleep over in 2005?:
Dont understand...

Q: Did you make-out in public in 2005?
Pardon me, what is that?


Q:What's the ringer on your cellphone?:
Four leave clover OSt for my sms

Q: Did you drink too much in 2005?:
Not really. Drink on some of the ocassion only

Q: Your favorite commercial of 2005?:
Ikan di laut, asam di darat. di dalam periuk, di situ muafakat
The hari raya commercial on the bus driver n his childern*lols*

Q: Did you go to any concerts? Which ones?:
Yes, Went to Lee Hom concert. Cost me rm280 but it worth!


Q: Something you couldn't leave home without in 2005?:
Slipper or shoe


Q: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
Do not take things for granted. We only plan for it. Always plan your time wisely





So today is the last day for 2005. Tomorrow onwards, I am a 22 years old lady. Time is moving so fast. Just like last year, nothing much for the new year eve. Really sorry for dissapointing my fren for not join yours activity. I just cannot stay long in crowd. I still remembered of writing my resolution and hide it in my cupboard while I was in secondary . I am not going to do that this year. I am already 21. I just want to be a better me, giving the maximum effort on everything I do. And wish that everyone around me to have a happy, worry-less year ahead. And of course the best of health for Dad and Mum. Flying color for shyan n tyng in stpm and spm. And also a higher pointer for myself. And everyday a happy day for everyone that i know.

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Christmas dinner, No! it is pre-Christmas Lunch

Date: 23 December 2005 ( Friday)

Location: English Bistro & Pub, Cyberjaya

Time: 12 pm - 2 pm

Transport : PFL 2608

Participant: me, abby, liang yeow, jerry

Program of flow:

12.10pm : Departure from MMU Cyberjaya

12.15pm: Pick Jerry at Cyberia C2

12.18pm: Arrival at Century Square (Yellow Foodcourt to be exact)

12.20pm: Surprised by the ushers of Bistro, they was wearing the deer 'tanduk'
on their head. Look sexy but not pretty in their mini top and mini skirt.

12.21pm: Each of us get a goodies bag; a door gift from the manager of the Bistro
The red wine-like gift indeed impressing us as this is the first christmas gift
of the year 2005. *yeah yeah* We felt a bit like those VIP, because the manager was
there to serve us. *gigs* . The christmas music playing on the air is very heart
warming. Eyes were looking around to seek some familiarities, but i saw none
because that was my first time being there
The surrounding is very comfortable, with no more than 10 tables on the dining hall.
No like others restaurant which offered buffet. This one is a very pleasant one.
Unwrapped the door gift, a coupon inside, which is for our free wine or beer. Dig
deeper on the door gift, we found two keychain(one is tiger and another is heinneken),
a coin bag, a purple colour grape magnet and also a advertisement of a hair stylish
(ignore the ad).
12.25pm: Get every each of us a free flow of fruit punch. Pink color liquid with the tste of guava,
not a bad one. Still shy to move away from our table. Eyes were still looking around
to seek for permission. *gigs*(not really need the permission, we can just start to eat
whenever we like to, but we decided to be calm). Then here we go, after jerry
announcement to start the meal *lolz* I went straight away to the dessert part.
Saw a very lovely chocolate cakes decoreted with cofffee powder. I reserved part my
stomach for it. Yummy. Then I saw strawberry, yes ripe red strawberry and grapes
beautifully arranged on a silver tray. I took few of it and also a few slices of yellow
watermelon, on my mind to share it with the others participant. You may call me
weird for having fruit for appetizer, that is me! *lolz* The there I went for the main
course, the roasted Turkey.....*yeahyeah first time to have turkey for x'mas* . Took
some beef, and also prawn salad. Then some creamy danish and some tomatoes cream
as well. Get back to the table as the plate is almost full .

12.28pm: Eating in progress

12.50pm: 2nd round of food picking (jerry laughed at me because i took all my food wit a big
plate. He is the one who actually put all his salad on my plate *sob sob*)

1.15pm: refill drink, discover there was lobster soup but quite full by the time. So, we just took
one bowl for 4 people. yummmyyy....very very creamy with small chunks of lobster.

1.19pm: redeem our wine from the bar man. Red wine. Not nice, I just do not have the
knowlegde on wine. Saying cheers merry christmas, I just sip it like usual liquor.
Taste weird. Saw funny expression from jerry face too *lolz*. Took some photo
with b zai thru ly hp( some sort like village gal on tasted red wine on city)

1.45pm: took the last plate; which contains only strawberry and grapes. Another small plate
of turkey from ly for the last time. Still havent finish my wine yet. I got class at 2.30pm.
Too bad, how i wish to skip that class. Aber das ist Deutsch Klas, ich muss yeden tag
gehen. A bit worried that my face will blush after that drink then everyone might be
asking me am I drunk*lolz*

1.58pm : Request for bill. It cost everyeach of us RM 48. Reasonable. This is a western buffet
with nice environment, and come with red wine, and roasted turkey.

2.01pm: Leaving. B zai said we going for x'mas pre-supper tonight, rm 10 per head. Ja, wir
gehen zu Hause heute nacht. Wir wollen fische 'bakar' essen.

2.10pm: Rushing home to pack my bags and notes. Class at 2.30pm and I had prepare nothing
for it. Merry Cristmas everyone!!!

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Silent Night

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, holy night!
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Saviour is born
Christ, the Saviour is born

Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth "




Dear Mr. Santa,

I had been behaving very good this year. I did nothing bad all the times. People say you exist if I believe in you. Now, Santa I really believe in you. All these years I had not written to you, because I do not believe in you and i do not have a chamber in my house. This year, I fully believe you travel all the world in Christmas from east to west. And I know you have other way to give away present to give present to good girl who do not have chamber. I know you will. I am a good girl and i always will remain so. Mr Santa, I believe, I do believe you will come to me.
*whispering* promise k, I will be a good girl. *wink*

Yours Esther.




Wishing everyone to have a warm silent night and merry merry Christmas!!!!

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Fate

Fate? What is fate? Somebody said fate cannot be changed. Some say fate is uncontrollable. And more people saying that today is the fate of previous. What is it really about? A verb, an adjective, or a noun? Acording to Oxford Student's Dictionary, the word fate can be define as "the power considered to control all events in a way that cannot be influenced". Do you agree with that? I believe every each of us have our own very unique opinion on what is fate. And it is also not surprising that most of us had never came across this question. Me, as an example had just come across this after i overheard some wise discussion on the radio. "ming yun shi she me ne?" or "what is fate?". The Dj was right. Her definition; which she read from a book is quite similar to mine, fate is "the result of the reflections of previous behavior which occurs today". It is said that what happens today is because of the past behaviour. The behaviour here can be simplify as the attitude or the choices that we had made before. To make it clear, I am here now because I had chosen of coming to MMU to pursue a degree three years ago. So, I am here is the reflection while three years back, when i am chosing to study in MMU is a behaviour. So, in general, I am the one who choose to have this fate. Though some of the time, the result is not always what we wanted previously. Afterall, life is no longer wonderful if everything is predictable So, the next time u say "ke neng zhe shi ming yun" or "maybe this is fate", perhaps you can think twice because i might always say "zhe shi wo shuo xuan zhe de" or "this is what i choose to". Doing so, I will not always blame on fate because fate is the reflection of what i had done in the past. Afterall, the fate i had today will be a history tomorrow. And nobody cares much on what had happened yesterday, what we are always looking at is the future. What will be happening in future, only god knows. We are just a small tiny creatures in this universal, we only have the right to plan on it without knowing what happens tommorow. Who knows maybe tomorrow will be raining eventhough it is predicted to be a sunny day, rite? instead of always blaming on the fate, why not we have a great day today and plan for a better tomorrow and most importantly forget about the unhappy past. Wake up tomorrow and thanks to your previous behaviour because you are still alive.

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How true is it?

Came across an intersting article from The Star few weeks back. Something about extra luck for exam. Hmm...how true is it? Gotta give it a try to figure out.

1) Aromatherapy; try burning sandalwood incense of oil while studying(wondering what is the smell of sandal wood, smell of wood huh??). It is said that sandalwood helps calm any agitated feelings before sitting for exam (agitated? is it same meaning with stress or nervous?) Also, burn frankincense for poor memory or jasmine for exhaustion. (gotta figure out all these scents from memory land, but i guess jasmine scent would work.)

2) Fengshui; try to get something to attract positive energy. Fish represent success. Keeping them in front of your desk brings good luck. if you cant get a fish, simply cut out a picture of a fish from magazine or newspapers and stick it on the wall in front of you.(shall i replace my leehom poster with a fishy poster??? Will rubber fish works?)

3) Crystal; a few gemstone to be carry around for luck and success purposes. Aquamarine helps release anxienty, fear and restlessness. Citrine helps give mental and emotional clarity, problem saving and memory.(aquamarine? citrine? no idea how the colors look like, I only have pink, purple;maybe this is aquamarine and light green beads on my right wrist. )

4) Food; some people used to take chicken essence for the strengh of brain,(but not me, i felt pretty awful to swallow those dark liquid so called "gai jing"). Some opt for the wonders of sugar. Chocolate should be a popular stuff to load into mouth during study period while some sucks sweets as a form of therapy.

5) The most important which the best of best is to start doing revision not at the last minutes ;p

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for the date of 29 october 2005

It is 1.13am, one hour after my birthday, on Shyan's yellow bed. Here I am, on Shyan's test pad writing for my 21st birthday. Forgotten since when I am so conscious with the date, time and atmosphere. Anyway, I am still much in the birthday mood. My legallity finally came. I am finally 21 years old after ten months of long neck waiting. Guess that this feeling evolves on everybody that was born later of the year. Let look it closer, I am exactly smaller than bzai 10 months and you know, that is longer than a normal pregnancy period. And because of that I am the youngest between bzai n sn and jessy is the eldest(= oldest). LOLzzzzzz.....
Well, I had so much people to thank. First of all, it is my dad and mum of course. A thank is not a suitable word for both of you. Even a milion of thanks is not enough to appreciate the tough and long effort both of you spend to raise me. Both of you gave me something that cannot be valued through money or gold or diamond. It is already 21 years I am protected by you, nurturing by you. Even some of the time, I showed that I am discontent of what I already had and I am always asking for more and more, deep inside my heard I am satisfy with everything that you try your best to give me. I want to apoligize for my bad -temper at sometimes, even though you showed that you never care for it. Both of you are the greatest people in the world that god had give me. Besides, hug and kisses for dad for cooking all the stuff for my little celebration. And it is no one other than mum who washed all the dishes that I myself will not wash for anyone *hugs*
Other than that, hugs for Shyan as well for baking such nice dessert for party before you left for genting. Though you are not besdie me right now, I will always wish that you will be blessed always. I will always remember what you had done and it is quite touching that you bought that shirt for me. that is a real surprise. Though not an expansive one, the heart is what that matters.
Also, to sn n bzai, you gals make it real 'real'. Thanks a lot. I really mean it. And to Kerbau jessy, thanks for coming from so far to share this moment. Not to forget ah too for fetching kerbau here. And Yip, to be the 1st supporter(maybe you are hungry...hehe) And ah Shan to rush here from her mum's dinner to her this little fren bday party. Also for eeting, loh, yenlu, leong, soh, kelvin and jeck for attending this low cost party. Oh..not to miss my 'askar' (tyng,baby & pot)for helping on the special task. Without you all, the party must be quite a mess. And lastly thanks for the regards thru SMSes : yeu, asa, slow, sheryl, henry, hanni(on the effort of getting to mentakab--> she requested me to mention this), roy, hung, yienchong, chunwei, meishuet, lee, lamswee, chew, jason, ly and wei and along for the phone call and testi...

P/s: this post arrives so late due to my careless-ness of forgetting to bring back this writting pad to cyber at the start of sem2. shudnt be any inconvenient for anyone rite?

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Have a good laugh

Disclaimer: This material is not suitable for children under 18 years old


A mother was very concerned that her middle-
aged
son has not shown the slightest indication of
getting married.

So one day she called him over to her house.

The son came home from work, grudgingly. Upon
arriving, he found that his mother had gathered a
few beautiful ladies at the house for him to choose
as his future bride.

The first one was a well-endowed telephonist-
cum-
receptionist. He immediately commented
that: "Aiyaa... mother, they always say....
PLEASE HOLD ON, HOLD ON....."

The second nominee was a leggy secretary. She
was also rejected.

Reason being: "Aiyaa... mother, this one aaa...,
secretary always fond of saying "PLEASE SLOW
DOWN, SLOW DOWN...."

By this time, the mother is nearing frustration. She
called a sweet but plain-looking teacher.

The son suddenly agreed!!

The mother was surprised and asked: "Why this
one? The earlier two were a lot more better
looking!" He replied: "Teachers aaa.... teachers
vely good, vely good, always say: PLEASE
REPEAT, DO IT AGAIN, I Want it done 10
times.... SOME MORE, SOME MORE..!"

Now come the small naughty hero. Her youngest
son (10 years old), was listening quietly all this
while at the other end of the room.

Suddenly, he shouted "Brother.... female mini bus
conductor more better laa.... they always
say..."NAIK CEPAT, NAIK CEPAT... MASUK,
MASUK.... MASUK LAGI, DALAM LAGI... DALAM
LAGILAAAAH, MASUK
BELAKANG....BELAKANG LAGI, BELAKANG
BANYAK KOSONG!..........."

The mother fainted....

post it to everyone so that they can laugh out
loud!!!!

from friendster as well

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blog again

This is what i found while browsing thru friendster buletin....I am just too free during sunday night..hehe....seemed like i am only active during weekend. Not bad also, at least i can do a bit revision during weekend if i am not back to my hometown.

1.Last place u have been to:
malacca(a week ago), cyberia mini mart(buy bread)

2. you are:
esther lei

3. They say you are:
kerbau(i'm not le) , cool(i am not as well)

4. Yesterday:
wake up quite late,do some gym, go alamanda and cook dinner

5. Last person who texted you?
hanni (on digital systen stuff)

6. Last person you called?
dad (asking whether i goin back)

7. Last name in your received calls?
bzai

8. How old are you?
21

9. What music is playing?
only sound of fan and mayb bu de bu ai from afar(dunno whose house)

10. Last thing you drank?
plain water, alright...nutrigen susu flavor

11. Last thing you bought for yourself:
food consider as thing or not? canvas shoe from pyramid

12. You want to:
finish my assignment and go out for anything

13. You really like:
sleeping and eating good food

14. You have a crush on:
somebody who are tall, wif nice teeth, and nice attitude towards life

15. You really hate:
ppl betrying me. and ppl that doesnt content with what they already have(sometimes i jus hate myself....kekekeke)

16. Who is the last person you talked to online?
wck_84 (on assignment stuff)

HAVE YOU EVER:

1. got wasted?
dont understand...mayb i wasted lotsa of my time

2. ran away?
yeah...i ran from school while in secondary..i miss the time so much

4. had ur heart broken?
of course....

5. cried when someone died?
not yet

6. broken a bone?
no

7. cried in school?
yeah.......in primary....i was so terrific wif alll the ppl in the 1st week of school

WHO'S:

1. your good luck charm?
not sure....

2. person u hate most?
this wil hurt ppl..cant tell

3. makes u laugh d most?
all my close fren..while they making those stupid thing

4. makes u smile?
all the one's in the memory

5. has a crush on u?
no one

DO YOU:

1. sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?
yeah....previously

2. chat online?
yes...very yes

3. save emails?
yes..some interesting stuff

4. wish u were someone else?
i need to think this properly....i fins wif myself at this moment...mayb i wish to be a better me

5. cry in front of friends?
no!!

SO:

1. do you get jealous easily?
not sure, mayb not

2. what have u been doing these past few days?
nothing much

3. what are you thinking about now?
wu liao...wonderin who create tis..can let time pass

4. what did you do last night?
did some dinner with kath

5. what did you last say to a friend last night?
good night(to slow
)
6. when will you marry?
right after i am stable with the One

7. When did u last receive a gift?
my bday gua...


8. when did you last drink alcoholic beverages?
2 weeks ago...vsop(not really nice)

9. what was your greatest bet ever made?
a few ringgit during cny
oh no....i play much more in between...


10. is all fair in love?
no

11. most romantic words?
rose, promise me you will never die no matter what happen(quote from titanic, that is lame)


12. would you give up your career for love?
dunno

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