Last night went for movie at Mv wif bzai, jeck, too,kin n leong. The eye 10, not a bad movie. One of the actor is handsome too. This is the only horror movie that really make laugh a lot....but in fact the 10 ways of the ghost encounter are quite real. after the movie, went for yamcha n pool. What a long time didnt play pool, felt that my skill is not so good than before. Practice indeed make perfect. Wondering what is the cost of a pool table, plan to buy one and play at home when i am older. That if i am still like the game when i am older. hehe
Dad came to kl this morning wif pot. So glad that he really came to bring me monitor. And he brought a tv as a bonus...I luv you dad! and not to forget my lunch, although not expansive food, that showed my dad's love. yes, my dad love all of us, and i am sure he wants to provide everything that he can for five of us.
Monday, March 28, 2005
Saturday, March 26, 2005
it was well arrannged in the mind set. Words, one by one was uttered. The heart no longer pumping hard, check no longer blush and the eyes no longer blink. As man grow, man tends to tell more lie. What is the feelin of being-lied, even a small white lie will make trust that had be gained before vanish. One first lie lead to another one. Why is it people can never be honest. What is the meaning of cheating the rest while we cannot cheat ourselve. --to be cont--
Continue Reading...Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Finally finish the all assignments. Yesterday was really a bad one, now i believe there is really a series of unfortune events can happen together. First of all, the maths result really make me feel bad. Then when i purposely skipped class just to complete my control lab design assignment, i found that my pc cannot install MATLAb 7.0 properly. My day become worst when my cant reboot itself. And bzai pc went wrong also, her hard disk got crashed. I felt I cause it too even though i am not the main cause. It indeed indirectly related to me because her hard disk one crashed after i accidently off the power supply. While waiting my pc to recover, i really felt panic. Perhaps that is the lesson of not doing last minute work. And when my pc recovered, i found that the Matlab Cd is actually spoilt. GDI. and i seeking aroung only found that boon kit housemate have the cd. Thanks to him for the cd, it really helps. and really a lot lot thanks to PL, believe me two meals is not enough to thank you.
A lots of thing happened this period, what i long time i didnt blog here. oh ya, i got the part time in genting and the job starts from 12 april. Is it too fast? i afraid i will too rush, i should had not promise the HR to start so early. starting on 12 means that i dont have a single minute to rest after the last paper to rush to genting. Or i dont even to have a retake paper if something really bad happens again. Well, i need to put that question aside while i need to pick up for my revision.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
console yourself that it is truly not your fault
you have given your heart,
offered a soul,
it will be her loss
to turn you away
whatever u did,
the tears will never dry
and the heart will continue bleed
if u leave, it will be a fresh beginning
and another challenge
do u dare?
sure, the pain of betrayal
is hard to bear
Cry if you must,
but remember that
life does not end with a broken heart
Playing with love
is like playing with fire.
You get burnt and hurt,
more than anyone else in the game
**quote from stars mag
Saturday, March 19, 2005
the other moment
the wind whispered
beside the ears
saying something
some lines that
not to be heard
by the innocent sense
only and only one heard it
that was the heart
the heart does not
really heard it,
it felt it, and keep it
deep down it store it
for the future guidance
when the heart
once tell the sense
the lines were the
greatest cheater
the greatest liar
or maybe i wish
they only cheat
at some certain moment
certain time
and on certain soul
** that is a queue towards, that i am not jumping the queue. in the intersection, i was careless. i was pushed and i dropped. my knee was hurt by those small stones.i recover, i stand up and i queue with a small step toward again.
Monday, March 14, 2005
Attending wedding in jinjang, Lung gor gor wedding. what a long time never attend wedding ceremony, cant even remember the last wedding. Anyway, there will be another very long time for the next wedding. Seemed everyone from the upper batch has formed their own family. I bet there is more than 5 years to go for members of my batch to get wed. Mum did a great job this afternoon. So proud of you Mum. Everyone was kind of so surprise to see Mum up the stage. *big applause* hahahahah.....i had done something unexpected too, that was just so ..so ..wondering where do i got the courage at the time. Perhaps because of the wine, arghhh....not to blame the wine...is me myself....I want it to be so I just do it. I hope I was not embrassing myself. Who cares, no one is bothering.
Downloaded ethereal, but still not sure about it's functioning. Got to refer back the notes as well. And the Pspice, that is the big trouble. Havent really complete my hand analysis.
Not to forget jessy brought cakes n some foods from her niece or nephew 1 month old celebration. Lucky ly n ren finish all the food, if not it will be wasted since sn and i of course not going to eat it. Anyway, i had eaten 2 pieces of cakes. i even request sn to bring me secret recipies cakes when she got married...*yeah yeah*
Sunday, March 13, 2005
After 7 oct, this is the 1st time i purposely wake up early just to prepare myself. What a nice meal to start the day, with my yummy honey stars in cold milk. I'm just loving it. *oh yes u did oh yes u did, shi nian, cong ni li kai de na ke qi,ye xue,zhe shi shen ming de mo li* I wish this time i will back with a different mood, with a great smile hanging on my face. Although this time is a totally different situation.
Continue Reading...it had been 2 days i am still awake at these hour. I was playing cards with henry all the day except lunch and dinner. It was like marathon card sessionman....cannot believe that i can play card for so long. Normally i got bored after a few games but not today. Done nothing for the assignment, that is too bad. I am wondering why do so much people find me to chat today??? is it everyone is so free and my Ym list today is strangely flood. Oh ya....i found someboday that enjoys thrill park, wish that my times square trip will succeed this time. It is very long time ago i had planned to explore the cosmos theme park. And the major reason i didnt go genting with slow they all is because no one is goin to theme park with me...besides mum n dad coming kl tomorrow. Mum must be complaining if i tell her i went genting jus to play before i go to the wedding. Moreover i will be going there again for part time interview. Ya, plan to make some money during my bonus 2 months of break, afterall i need to save up a bit for the flight ticket to slow home..hehe...tat is still too far. and the redang trip, seemed soundless, everyone had gone there i guess. Just leave Shyan, but i guess she wont go there with me. Bet tat he prefers to go wif her own fren. Anyway, if i really got a job, i will have no time for it too. Perhaps it is still early to plan for it.
Continue Reading...Saturday, March 12, 2005
editted myself...nice color
another one...look slim
taken 11 march in room, taken a few shots on my own....*wasting time*
it is 1.51am,saturday night. Again it had been a very long time i never do my blog here. I am just lazy. Just back from the movie A Series Of Unfortune Things; not really understand the movie but i just like it. The story line is not good but there is certain meaning deep beneath it. Looks like cartoon, but it is real movie, the setting of the movie is very nice, especially the scene of a small road between rows of trees or bushes in the shade of peace evening.
This weekend should be a very busy one, with the pile of assignment. Just the first part of een is giving enough trouble and not to say ecp project, i dont even started to read on that question. Anyway, there is no more lab session this trimester *relieve* . Attending lab should not be so stressful, but i just get nervous everytime i need to perform lab experiment. Since Alpha i was worrying my lab and of course the report. hmmm....tis noon DCC 2 alone is enough to prove that i am not well in pratical...gosh...what the hell Matlab is??There is another assignment on it.arggghhhhh......and the final exam is coming soon too....
I guess i wont be doing anything tommorrow. I really need to rest well to proceed further. Perhaps going out with shernee tomorrow, but we are just lazy to go out, too hot, i guess we rather stay at home sleeping and resting all the day.
