to turn the globe a few turns away
stroll away the table
leaving the conversation
soon as to start another
the eyes wandering
left and back to physic mode
innerself wonder
who is the on the end
passive or active
or it is the one
which lead to
the greatest thing in world
darent ask
dig it as deep as
the base of the ocean
i leave it there
to be
other day i will know it
again
in this hustle night
i felt unbelonged
felt cheated
even the dumbest jokes
cant bring me back
deep inside
i was torn
into chunks
into pieces
the sugar no longer sweet
the salt no longer salty
the sky no longer bright
the way i miss
is like the sin wave
the way i recover
is like continuous
cosinus wave
the way i forget
is like tangent wave
goin to infinity at certain degree
people is just unpredictable.trust sometimes just need to some to the reality of betrayal. the moment u trust is probably the moment u got betrayal.Something is given up is just because the strengh is not enough.Nothing is impossible if we want it to be. Time, distance and non-unity is not a good excuses....the most important is whether we want it to be or not.......i wish i get the lesson... finely dedicated
Friday, February 25, 2005
is it a lesson?
well, it has been a very long time i never visit here.the cny and return to cyber. as usual, cny....eat n eat n eat again. lots of movie to catch up but i am a bit busy of visiting friends house. i got my hair highlighted and so do bzai hair...once in a while to spend a bit in hair..haha. it is so nice to hang around with fren, without bothering the test and assignment in campus. I dont even bring a page of lecture notes home. Anyways, too too car is jus so pack. Oh ya, on the day we back home(fri), we went to petaling street to buy dried meat. Poor ah b have queue for an hour for the dried meat while i just went to other lesss customer shop to buy..hehe....i just cant stand for waiting too long. Then, on the way home, we have our own pre cny celebration in too too car...hehe.....guess what? we ate dried meat n drank soft drink with the cny tunes on the radio.....that is just so..so....feel good. Then back to home, i done lots of stuff, from cleaning and tidy up my room to washing the front gate. and i got a new bedsheets, the pink for me and a yellow one for ah Pot.....ok...to the night before CNY, as usual, dad is terribly bz with the reunion dinner. All these years,he had been cooking for that meal. The dinner was so marvelous, with the big prawn...yummy, n the little abalone too.....anywhere, the is atmosphere was lacked abit because shyan is not home for the first time for cny. I remembered there was a time when dad was not around with ah pot in hospital. That is a bad year where only mum was at home with us during cny. I hope there will be nothing more saddening than that. Even though i was still young that time, i can feel the need of unity in a family. ok....then the 1st day oof cny, as usual, started visiting frens in town....hmm.....ah shan, eeting,shukyuan,..o...i forgot....doesnt matter....asa long as the joy is there.....yeah...i started to gamble this year with a rm1 bet.....i got a pretty good luck tis year, i won a bit i guess.....o..another surprise happen on cny, chunwei bring home his gf...she was quite a cute gal, i guess she was the most soft spoken people i meet before....n she doesnt scare of my doggie.....haha.....b zai so scare of vodka, she sevn ran n stand on my sofa when vodka chase her..hahahhaa........lots of my fren come my house n fall in luv with vodka.....he is jus very very friendly to strangers. Lee even says wan kahwin him to his doggie....one day perhaps...
Continue Reading...Monday, February 14, 2005
valentine
it is jus another day
waiting and wanting
again
wanting and waiting
maybe that is the fate
the arrow just doesnt struck
on the right heart
maybe the bow doesnt aim correctly
maybe the time is not right yet
but for couples
today is a very special day
instead of sitting in front tv
having lecture in cold lecture room
roses and chocolate flooded in
n love messages
tats valentine.....
Thursday, February 03, 2005
tic tac tic tac
seconds by seconds
minutes by minutes
hours by hours
time passes
day passes
leaving me here
waiting and dreaming
for something
i dont felt to wait
but my foot doesnt
make a step forward
i am still
looking at the junction point
to see the route
miles afar
i cant even image
what will i become
on the next minute
sometimes i dont feel
to plan,
because planning
means wanting
means awaiting
means wishing
perhaps i am afraid
if the No reach me
pull me down
to the bottom
of the murky n cold lake
but sometimes
when i lay on my back
i always dream what
i want to be
experience told me
working harder
bring me to my dream
yo yo yo.....tis is 29 sept
very tired....my eyes are closing, my head is very heavy and my whole body felt like falling.
tis is the end of the 1st halfof the battle.....its time to have a break and to refresh. But i still have 9 am class 2molo and i had promised shernee them all to go shoppin at sunway.but i really feel like goin to bang on the bed until 12 noon 2molo.....really tired...
tis noon,i went to checked my math...hm..not doin so good this time, i should score more in this first test.The coming days wil be harder.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
taken 23rd of dec in genting
o..shit....the control part 2B is terribly hard, with the motor,spring, together with angular velocity,differential, oh..i jus asleep to read a few paragragh of it. The front part is still ok, but it kills everytime it comes to mottor,rotation and torque.
anyways, i am looking forward for tomorrow as tomorrow will be almost the end of this 1st part of trimester 3 and i am goin to have a short break for enjoy and extra of enjoyment and more and more of joys......ok..well,i promise myself to back to my notes in another 10mins.i bliv i can make it!!
away from cyber for few days,to run away from smoke.I just cannot believe that i read almost all the lec notes that i brought home.But i really did.That was incredible,i had never did that before.Perhaps CNY is coming soon and i just had the Ummm...ahahah.....i got a hair-do this noon....a few stripes of highlight...not so obvious..but i still like it..though it is a bit cosy....i just treat it as a little small gift for CNY.hehe.....control test is coming tis wed..and afterthat, i will be preparing for CNY.....well, it is just another ordinary day afterall, but what i am sure,that will be a relax-ful day of the whole day enjoyin visiting frens home, eating,wearing new clothes,tv programme,resting,no lec notes,or maybe jus resting at home is more than enough to make me feel good.Wow, i just cant just sit still and wait for it. The red shirt, the new pair of jeans, i already had it and i even gave myself a skirt asa bonus.So, what else i had left out anymore????NO....i just need to wait another few days..hehe....oh ya....i bought myself a lip gloss from loreal,pinky color,what a sweet color...i am goin to use it on CNY also.....
About the coming control test,i thought i had read all,until today only i knew that i left out lec notes2B.Lucky i saw chongchoon notes.Goin to pick up tomorrow.
