C-O-A-C-H

I suddenly have an urge to buy this Coach Handbag







from Petaling Street ;-(

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Rainie Yang kissing scene in Spider Lilies

She was so difference from all her previous series. Beautiful.Passionate. Steaming Hot. Strangely, I dont feel gross seeing this two beautiful girls kissing each other. Maybe part of me am bisexual, I in fact enjoy seeing the clips. *lust* But men kissing scene is always disgusting (Brokeback Mountain) :p

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I miss him's cooking

I miss all these food so much, especially when it is sunday night. They were all prepared by the SupermanDad :-( I guess I had started to feel sick with the daily nasi goreng u-fill-it already

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Malaysian Dream Girl Final Result

The Malaysian Dream Girl winner is the-drama-queen

Cindy Tey

I do not like the result. For me, she is the last one to win after Hanis and Adeline.

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Uninstall XP Anti Virus

It was so annoying when the XP antivirus keep on popping out saying they detected defect on my system. They said I was infected by trojan la, spyware la, virus la, and every transaction I did like e-banking will be insecure. So I installed Kaspersky and scanned my whole system and the No.1 software failed to detect anything for me. But the XP antivirus kept bugging me with zilion of pop up saying my system was infected. SHIT. Feeling irritated, I searched for the UNINSTALL button to stop all this hassle. I just cant take it anymore with more than 5 pop up every hour. I must UNINSTALL this freaking antivirus that claimed itself free but only for evaluatiton purpose only, but not to clear the threat! I tried Add/Remove Program but it does not work for me. So how? Jeng Jeng Jeng, I googled for the solution la. So I came across a website and I found out, the XPAntiVirus is rogue antivirus software, they will install threat-alike file on your system when the antivirus is installed through your windows update.When runs, the displays false results as a tactic to scare you into purchasing the software. IDIOT Brillant huh??
So now, let me how I remove that kedekut(evaluation) antivirus so it will bug any of our life no more.

1. You have to download this software to your Desktop FixXPAV

2. Reboot your system to Safe Mode. Make sure you login with administrator priviledge.

3. On the Safe Mode, click Start and select Run option.

4.In the Open: field type C:\Program Files\ and then press the OK button

5.When the folder appears, if it says These files are hidden, click on the Show the contents of this folder option

6.When the C:\Program Files\ folder opens, look through the list of folders and when you find the folder named XPAntivirus. Click Once on it and hit DELETE button on your keyboard.

7.Reboot your computer back to normal mood

8.Go to Desktop and double clicked on the FixXPAV.reg file. When it asks if you would like to merge the information, press the Yes button and then the OK button when it is done.


9.Delete the following files and folders (if exist):

C:\Documents and Settings\All Users\Start Menu\Programs\XP antivirus\
C:\program files\XPAntivirus\ (This folder should already be gone from previous steps)
Also, delete XPAntiVirus icom form your Quick Launch.

10.Reboot your system again(normal mood).

11. Scan with Panda Online

10.The Panda Online will delete whatever left there and *bling* your system is free of XP Anti Virus. Use alternative Anti Virus instead.

If you get stuck in any of the step above, click here. They guided me! ^_^

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Top Three Malaysian Dream Girl

Adeline, Cindy and Hanis made it to Top Three of Malaysian Dream Girl

I actually predicted Cindy, Hanis and Ringo will be in due to their massive support through:

1.Family --> Cindy's rich dad ever said that he will make something to ensure she can last to Top6. So, that means he got the influence, a big one to support her daughter. I did checked out Cindy's blog before it was password protected and found out that she is from some upper middle class.

2.Blogger fan's--> Ringo owns a blog with lots of supporter, that is not a secret. She got the votes from Malaysia as well as other country. I guess her downfall was caused by some turnover fans of her. Many said that she was hypocrite. And the fact is the moderator filtered out all comment which will harms her in term of popularity, leaving only good and sweet comment in her blog. And the bad commenters were smart enough that they boom Ringo in KennySia comment ^_^

3.Family --> Not sure about this, Hanis is also another one from rich family I think. Whatever is it, I like Hanis to be in this show, call me bias lols.

Too bad Jay cant make it, she deserved to be in top 3. To conclude, money plays a big rule in this reality show, reality enough huh!

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Unpleasant experience in Italiannies, The Curve

If you had been to One Utama, you should had came acrosss with people lining in front of one particular restaurant, especially during dinner time. Yes, no present for guessing it correctly, it is the ever so popular Italiannies outlet. I finally step into the restaurant for the first time after getting few thumbs up feedback from most of my friends.

The ambient was fine, albeit I felt the place is a little old, alright, it has the ancient Italian restaurant concept anyway. The service was good, all the time except, let's not talk about that first. The food is so-so, maybe we do not ordered the one that suit our taste; we ordered Deep Fried Calamari, Angel Hair Pomodoro, Grilled Quarter Chicken and Cappucino Pie for dessert. No picture taken by the way.

The portion was big, enough for 4 but there was only 3 of us. The Angel Hair was tasteless, an effortless pasta with not a single hint of meat, just plain tomato sauce with tomato chunks, green bell pepper chunks,olives and maybe carrot. The only good thing of that dish was its portion.Sigh. The best of the dishes we ordered was the Cappucino Pie,it is the combination of a rich layer of frozen coffee cream, with a layer of Vanilla Ice Cream and Oreo Crust as base and it was served with a pool of chocolate sauce. It was creamy and smooth enough to send you to the peak of indulgence. Yummmmmmm.......

Ok come the best worst part. Before leaving Italiannies, we did not really pay attention on the amount of the bill when it came as we were paying with credit card. When the receipt was sent back to us,

Me: "Eh, how much ar?"

Darling1: "RMXX.XX"

Darling2: "Eh, quite cheap o?"

Me: (Maybe because we only ordered plain water la, and the bread was free one)

Darling1:(Check on the bill)"Hmm, I think they didnt count in the angel hair, come cabut"

Darling2&Me: (Grab our shopping bags, its quite late already as both of us need to get home earlier)

Just at the moment we unstick our butt from the seat, one waiter(I suppose) popped out from nowhere and asked

Waiter: "Did you get the Angel Hair?"

We nodded.

Waiter: "Did you all eat it? You have to pay for it"

WTH, we ordered it of course we will eat it and of course we will pay for it la. That was a stupid sentence to offend me that I am cheapskate for wanting a free food!

Darling2: "How much is it?"

The waiter opened the menu and pointed on Angel Hair's price.

Darling2:"Ok, we will pay with cash then"

Mind you, we were paying the price on the menu, exclude the service charge and taxes. I really felt weird with the whole situation so after we paid the price he showed, I demanded the receipt for it, reasonable isn't it? The waiter said "Ok".
The waiter did came back with the receipt and also our freaking cash that we paid earlier.

He said "Since you want the receipt, you have to pay this amount", pointing at the total amount.


Now you tell me What The Shit is this. First, you FORGOT to include on of the item to our bill. Right, we did plan to not acknowledge you on that. It was your responsible to ensure the bill was holy right, it was your fault. Bear in your fish- mind that we ordered all the items in one single time. It was not an add-on. Then you came and told us in you stupid manner that WE HAVE TO PAY for it. Cant you rephrase your "YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR IT" to "Oh, we actually did some mistake on the bill, I will get you the correct bill". You scared we will run away when you go to get your bill is it. Stupiak. And what is more HILLARIOUS than you asked us to pay only the price on the menu WITHOUT ANY RECEIPT. Well, maybe you found out that was you fault, so you voluntarily cover the service charge and goverment tax but NO. You came with another amount when we demanded the receipt. So, if we did not demand the receipt, you will eat up the balance when you close the account that evening is it? Or let's say you are honest enough, then the last cashier of that night will need to come out with the shorted amount of service charge and taxes is it??? Do not tell me you do not have the common sense that the price every item you served has to come with extra charges. If this case happened once daily, how much the waiter will EARN for that? It is a freaking RM600 per month lo, good enough to pay the installment of a MyVi.
So hereby, I will start to boycott hesistate visiting The Italianese, The Curve again. Lousy.

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Want to increase your traffic? Band 22?

Last night I read about tips on how to achieve massive traffic on you post by a Band 8 blogger. This morning I checked again there was another post by Band 22 blooger. Then i saw another post was "Band 22, no need to be cocky" sort of that. Aikkss....seemed like people in INNIT cant stop wanting the traffic. The traffic at Jalan Pudu want or not????
Some even make use the words SEX, RAPE and even the ever beautiful Dawn Yang to attract. What's more now??? Chua Soi Lek scandal with personal friends, Edison Chen with his girlfriend?? Abdullah with his newly wed princess?? Oh,how bout "I CAN PREDICT WHEN IS THE END OF THE WORLD" **attempt failed -_-"

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Conversation with my director

Company lunch.

Mr.J(My director) holding his PDA
"Esther, when is your birthday??"

Me: "Err..."

The waiter came to pour the drink. Ok, forget about it.

Mr.J(looking at me): "When is your birthday?"

Seemed like he did not forget.

Me: "29 October" *pause

Mr.J(typing) : "twentynine october..year??"

*silent

Mr.J : "Year??" He thought I cant hear

Me: "Is that necessary??" I hope he will say no

Mr.J: "You are young la to tell me your age" *shakes his head

Me: "Okla, 198X, in 5 years time I am no longer young la Mr.J" (okla, u can buy me present since u already my bday *lols)

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Malaysian Dream Girl Episode 13

Malaysian Dream Girl, have you watch it yet?? I know this is kinda late, it is already episode 13 anyway. 6 Dream Girl was left in the show. I love this episode the most. This episode is one good package comes with friendship,happiness, excitement and jaws dropping moment.
From episode 13, I can tell that there were some bondings between the girls, eg. they had started to accept Cindy(TheDramaQueen) as part of them, I guess which was the result from Heart-to-Heart session on previous episode. In fact, I felt they were having much fun in this episode especially during the bachelor-visit night. It was sweet that they sang "This love has taken its all" while circling around the dining table with the suppose to be mic on everyone hand. A fun girly stuff that I think every girls will love to do while living together :-) It reminds me my close girlfriends on earlier days of university life.

As for surprise, I really felt sorry for the bottom three(Adeline,Jay and Nadia). I had never thought all of them three will be there especially after they won that photoshoots. Kenny, peoples' votes were fooling with you heh? Jay, one of the best was voted off on this episode. At that moment I was like "This show is shit! I am not going to watch it anymore!!!", and undeniable I felt very sorry to Jay too until Sazzy said no one will be eliminated this round I was like "Yeah!!!!" *jumping around lols. Impressive ^_^

Jay
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On the earlier episodes, I felt she was a little too man for this show but as time goes by, I started to like her a little masculine womenly face that comes with a pair of beautiful legs. A versatile player in this show I can say. She was steady all the time, probably because she had some experience before hand. The nice easy to approach girl and a good friend with everyone in the Dream House. She can really poses like a supermodel, you cant differentiate her from the rest of the models in MIFA. But sadly, she was lacked of supporters judging from the votes she got so far.

Hanis
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OMG photo: Typical college nerdy girl(before makeover)

This young lass was super sweet type. She has the acceptable manja-ness in her that makes her being pampered by the rest of DG. Blessed with good qualities, I believe she can go far despite her lacks of experiences. She looked nervous on MIFA, but it was acceptable, hey that was her first time on runway le =..= Allright, she and Jay can be catagorised to the quality group, wait for your contract girls!

Adeline
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OMG photo: Can I have the gown without the face??

She has the height, she has the fair skin and she even has the sweet face. But why she cant pose in the picture I wonder. Her face turns out to be too sharp on the photo. Aren't small face perfect for camera??? The best photo of her is the one in white, super sweet with a dimple on the corner of her lips. Her English has improved tremendously from the "Su See" day of the audition. She needs to strive very hard to discover her perfect angle, seriously.

Nadia
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Superficial Smile *hate
OMG photo: I dunno what's wrong, maybe everything is so wrong here

A nice athelic body she has but I do not like her shoots. She had the same garang expression on every photos lor.... Is garang==cool???? I dont think so. Her poses was great, be it on catwalk or full body shoot, she was just more than prepared for it. Her confidence did help here. But when it came to close up, she failed with her infamous mono-garang-facial. If we refer to the title of the show, do Dream Girl suppose to have too cool face with super yakking ability???NOPE!

Cindy
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OMG photo: Blank facial expression

She claimed that she is a bubbly girl outside of Dream House. She said they made her for not becoming herself. She is TheDramaQueen. Well, reality show can't be dramaless and a little bithching nevertheless. Anyway, judging from the way she speaks and with her degree, I reckons she will have something to do with entertainment in the near future, maybe VJ or hosting will do. Same fate with Adeline, she needs to find her perfect angle too. "Mirror mirror on the wall, which is the best angle of all??"

Ringo
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Many can recognize her as Cheesie from the Cheeserland. Being a petite girl, she do not holds much advantage. On a brighter note, she knew which angle is flawless on her, she posed it and she got it even she is not the supermodel material. To make it clear, this is Malaysian Dream Girl, not a supermodel show, so go Ringo go, you might be winner. You do not need super long leg to be Dream Girl right??? But to be frank, if she is not the Cheeserland blogger, i would not had paid attention to this neutral + quiet girl. To date, she appeared more and more in the show because there was only 6 left, everyone gotta shows their face. And to the record, she had never been in Bottom 3, proves that she has lots of supporters sending DREAM11 to 33001 xD

So, the end will come soon. Who will get the title of First Ever Malaysia Dream Girl? I want Nissan Latio too. Heee...I am staying tuned ^_^

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Baby Girl

I want a baby girl!!! I will dress her in little pink color clothes, a pair of super cute shoe, with cap if it is cold, a lovely handband if the hair is long enough. I will kiss her forhead everyday I send her to school. Back from school, I will bath her with warm water and give her the yummies lunch. I will bring her for a walk at the park, with our little dog that she is not afraid of. And I will tuck her to bed in the warm yellow light because she is afraid of dark. I will sing her a song if she cant fall asleep. Once in a while If I am not tired I will read her a story of Cinderella, Sleeping beauty and Snow white. She will kiss me every night before she go to bed.......wait.....WHERE IS THE FATHER????????? -_-"

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Yesterday once more

Browsing through friendster and I got this. I super miss MMU life *sobsob

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Leave me not

On one fine public holiday, I went to Berjaya Times Square to meet up with friend who came back from Singapore. Without wasting anytime waiting for him to reach me, I had a quick look at Borders. While browsing through the magazine corner, looking for unwrapped magazine so that I can have a free read at a nearby bench I came to a tensed air of couple fighting, no no fighting is too extreme to describe, okla maybe arguing where the girl turn around wanted to walk away while her boyfriend said "Ni bu yao hui shi ma, ni zhe ji hui la!!" translated to "You dont want to back right, then you back on your own later" in a really bad tone I can said. And he just turned around, I assumed he was heading to carpark( so ungentleman) and the girlfriend walked to the opposite way without looking back. Actually all the while I was just hearing the conversation without really looking at them because my eyes were finding my magazine up and down, left and right until I suddenly had the urge to glanced to that guy, shitty guy who left his girlfriend lingering in the mall so that if in any case I might know this guy. And the main point of this entry come, in short I only managed to catch the glimpsed of his back and and and my eyes blinggggggg when I saw the parking ticket on the floor, which I believed it slipped from his pocket. Hohohohohohohohhoh.......Serve you right. RM50 for not being leaving your girlfriend in the mall, good lesson for you.
To every Boyfriend that came across this post, bear in mind that your Girlfriend deserved you to be a gentleman all the time, regardless she walkes away, she scolds you or even if she gives you a slap on the face, you must not leave her!!!!!! Hohohohohohohoh

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The current me

1. Where is your cell phone?

One inside my handbag, another charging on the port behind my laptop. Another at my collegue cube



2. Your hair?

Black with reddish highlight(suppose to) which turning brown each day



3. Where is ur father?

In Mentakab now, this time he should be busying for something, he cant sit still in one place as usual ;-)



4. Your favorite thing to do?

Staring to the ceiling while lying on my bed, walk walk at the park



5. Your dream last night?

Did I dream last night???



6. Your favorite drink?

Sunkist fresh orange, Ribena



7. Your dream car?

3 characteristics 1.comfy 2.no weird smell 3.nausealess



8. The room you are in?

Not neat but warm.



9. Where are you last night?

Mid Valley



10. Who did you hang out with lastnight?

All the cyber peeps



12. One of your wish list items?

Not in order of priority...watch? sport shoe? purse? mobile phone?



13. Where did you grow up?

The city two hours from the KL city, MENTAKAB



14. The last thing you did?

Pressing the key Backspace :p



15. Your life?

Should be filled up with more interesting stuffs



16. Your mood?
Sleepy eventhough today is already friday.

17. Missing?
The bed in my room


18. What are you thinking about rightnow?
I am thinking of nothing. Or maybe I am thinking can i do nothing today

19. Your car?
Still in the wishlist

20. Your fav colour?
Green maybe

21. When is the last time you laughed?
Cant remember, maybe 2 nights before??

22. Last time you cried?
2 years ago, after a phone conversation ~_~

23. How is the weather right now?
Cloudy, I love this feel but ironically i tends to be sleepy too

24. Are you too shy to asksomeone out?
I am not at any of the crushing state now

25. Are you still friends withpeople from kindergarten?
Guess so, just a normal hi bye friend

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Dessert DIY

Strawberry Grape Ice Cream *yummylicious*

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On a different note, gals, check out the effort of this guy did to please The Girlfriend. So sweettttt......

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chilies and seeds

I used to love chilies in the past. Let it be sambal, soup with chilies in it, pizza with chilies or whatever-chilies. There was once i felt nasi goreng kampung is way so cool, because they goreng with lots of hot chili padi (chinese style of fried rice have no chilies as ingredient). Days passes(to count from first day to MMU), chilies(mainly cili padi) was introduced to my daily meals. Nasi Lemak, roti canai sauce ,meehoon goreng, tomyam, karipap, rendang, even kangkung goreng and all you name it dishes must be cook with chilies. Now, i do not know why, I become chilies intolerance, not any kind of physically intolerance, just that I felt that i started to dislike chilies. The reasons are:

• The tickling feeling inside my mouth after meal


• The odor of after meal


• The unwelcome sensation on my stomach


• The little pieces of chilies that sticks between my teeth, some even worse, they choose to stick on the tiny gap between the teeth or between the teeth and gum


• The thirst of sweet or strong flavored beverage to flush away that smell


• And I just hate the chilies seeds the cook loves to goreng with my meehoon or fried rice

And today i took most of my lunch time to pick out those stupid tiny seeds from my plate of meehoon. Please la, why fried meehoon must put chilies to goreng le?????? Cannot goreng without sambal or plain kicap type meh???? So troublesome lo, everything also must spicy spicy...very sien de lo.

Actually there is solution to filter away all those seeds before you cook it courtesy to my collegue. Very very easy, you jus have to boil all the chilies or cili padi or cili kering in a pot and simultaneously all the cucu cicit chilies seed will sunk to the bottom of the pot and now u can take out the seedless chilies and do with whatever u want. So easy but all the shop will never practice. Suddenly I am reminded with the limau seed on our teh-o-limau ice, whyla they dont want to remove all those cucu cicit before serving it le??? Dont tell me that is decoration lo. Another mafan, I have to choose either to swallow it or spit it out because 99% of the shop will not provide you with spoon when u ordered their teh-o-limau ice. Swallow?? I do not want, mama say will grow limau tree on your head if you swallow seeds. Spit?? No manner for a girl lo. Again what is so hard if they took out the seeds before serving the drink le?? Not that they have to korek on the whole drink, the seed will somehow floating on the surface of the drink lo >_<

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DIY Manicure: Baby Blue Spring

Gave my nails some flora-ish paint. Fuhh...first time I came out with output because normally i would rub it off because of so many reasons, calar la, imbalance stroke la, bubble la, a little chips la, color not that nice la :p I am just simply cannot accept imperfection on my painted nails so many times i would end up with only shining transparent coat. And I super hate to paint my right hand's nails >_<>
There was once when my cousin sis who is 10 years older than me applied striking red nail polish for my sis, we were still in primary school back then ;-) It was so feminist to have colored nails, so cute and adorable lo. It was until my dad found out that little paint and he rubbed it off with thinner, mind you, not the normal nail polish remover ok.....He got so angry that he wiped it off using the thinner you use to dilute the nippon paint. It was either he hated the color or he felt that nail polish did gave a bad impression(bad girl or slutty). For which I believe the reason of his act was the latter one. That was story when we were in primary la. During secondary time,I had never hesistated to buy nail polish and applied it at home wheeeeee....And I never get scolded pun, maybe my dad had increase the length of his mind xD

Ok, enough of nail polish story, now I represent you my creation of the year....please bear in mind NOT to view it in near distance. Jeng jeng jeng..............

Left hand

Right hand

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i dreamt again

It had been 2 days continuously I dreamt that my grandmother passed away. There I saw my relatives gathered for the ceremony. Strange, I was alone without any sight of my mum or dad to present. And another stranger incident was that my grandmother body was lying on the couch instead of coffin when I went to look her for the last time. In a blink, I was back to my secondary school, dressed in my prefect uniform with my really long-time-no-see friend(yang and giaw). And we were cam-whoring with digicam(huh?? last time got digicam one meh?). I suddenly missed them so much. Wondering where they are and what they are doing now? And do them still remember me. The moment I woke up in the morning, I really wish to travel back to the time I was dressed in light blue shirt with dark blue blazer with white skirt. Kerepek, corridor, ponteng time, badminton, sukan, blazer, babyG, pingpong, wwf, titik, lauyahbus, library,perhimpunan,pengawas meeting,dragon home, buku latihan, buku rujukan,pj time,black shoe...i miss all of you so so much.

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Quad Achievement

Overheard conversation about achievement. I dont know why it suddenly give me a slap on the face to ask me to wake up and I was really thinking of what I gonna achieve before 25 years old. You see, I am already 24 this year, ok another half year to 24 which also means that I have another 1.5 years to review my so-called quad life achievement. And it freaks the hell of me that I was actually thinking that I am going to score zero, yes a round zero if I am living this way with my peanut salary. House, car or land...none of this will be in my hands. The conversation said did gave a good knock on my head to make me realize I need to achieve something before i touch 25. I am not goin to try because

I MUST DO IT

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Blissful lunch

Having Prawn Macaroni with cheese and Cappucino Cheese Cake for lunch was a bliss. But suffering from indigestion and bloated because you took too much of cheese is really a big big does-not-worth-it -_-"

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Weekend

I simply loves weekend. Number one, i do not need to work. I can wake up at anytime that i love to. Dump all the worn clothes into washing machine, clean up the living room and bathroom while waiting my laundry to get done and get showered. Then i will sit in front of my pc and watch the series of the month while eating my brunch, it is the best if it was a delivered pizza ;-) From the sitting position I will lower down my head every other inch until i dragged myself to the bedroom and it is time for nap *yeahhh and again it is simply the best if it is raining a little outside. I will still lie flat on the bed even though I had already enough sleep, thinking of nothing, in the quiet weekend afternoon. Sometimes i will go for a walk in the park until the sun is set before I headed for dinner. Then again I will continue to stick myself on my pc or laptop just to watch the remaining of the series. That is how i spent my weekend in cyberjaya, maybe once a month. It is dull i know but I simply love it a lot. Some of the time I just adore a quiet day inside of my house ^_^




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This morning I woke up at 5 something in the morning and did not get to sleep back. I was thinking of the Bali trip all the awake moment. Omg, the trip is still so long away and I am already thinking of it -_-"

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around the world

Blogger of nicolekiss decided to put down all the commitments and went off travelling around the world for 2 years. Her post did make some urge(a lil) of me for doing that too. Seeing all the sights while you are still young,to be frank I had never ever think of that. It never come across my mind of doing that. Am wondering how much does it actually cost for me to travel around the globe?? How much longer I need to work in order to gather the amount of that minimum expenses. Is it that easy to be done with those minimum cash? Maybe I had been worming too long in my comfort zone in order for me to take that big step. Okla...i do not have the courage and of course the $ :p

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Swelling >_<

So hate this. I had a stupid unidentical swelling on my chin. Enough of having a round face and now plus the dunno-what swell on my right chin. Haizzzz.... Am currently taking 3 types of medicine(2 of them are antibiotic). Another day to go before going back to consult the doctor again if the swelling does not reside.








P.s: Thank you for accompanying me to the clinic >:D< (u know who u are)

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moodless

I felt like slamming the laptop
for it to stop staring at me,
I felt like knocking all the handphones to the floor
As if they disturb my freedom,
I felt like hugging something until i collapsed
knowing I wont,
I felt like whacking something with my fist
as it wont bleed,
I felt like kicking everything in front of me
as if I am not wearing a skirt
I felt like shout out of my lung
so that my words do not torture me inside
I felt like rolling on the floor
as if the floor is as clean as the one at my home
I wish to sunk myself inside the pool
to make myself suffocated
so that I know I am still alive
so that I can take the deepest breath
to prove that I am still exist.

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ho chak

Shyan was back from mtk last night. She brought us(tyng and me, ya tyng came to camp in my place during the weekend) red bean soup and nian gao from home. Expectably prepared by mum. I am not a red bean soup fans but i still love it especially with sago inside. So yummy :-) :-)

After finishing , sent this to my dad phone

"Red bean soup and
nian gao ho chak!"

XD XD

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Uncommon common

Went to pavilion yesterday. Exit to Jalan Raja Chulan and we found out that is not the exit we want. Ok, main point here. On the way getting back to the entrance, we passed by 2 pairs of couples(mid twenties) who was hanging there, the guys was taking a breath aka smoking while the girls enjoys chatting,ahems and also second hand smoke.


"Stupid,2nd hand smoke very fun huh.."


Interestingly, I glanced at them for the second time...


"No wonder...."

All of them(including the girls) have cigaratte between their fingers -_-"


o_O
yelaa...i know i am narrow minded laaaaa

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A bunch of xiao lang

They thought they are in KK Mount lo ^_^

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Torn

She did not spot anything. He seemed unhappy. I had cheated on her, and at the same moment I had ignored him. How in the world i can do this to her?? She is the one who called up when i am sick, she is the who will offer me almost everything. I had done it, in a bad way. A real bad way...i know there is a turning back but what if the scene come again, again i think i will hurt both of them one more time. I am sorry....for not obeying the rule. I am sorry...for the ignorance too. I know i have to come out with some ways. Appreciation and recognition have to be fulfilled. I guess it was jus an alarm keep reminding me not to run away. I need to solve it..

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Happiness

Getting back and knowing that there is someone waiting behind the gate is happiness.

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8th March 2008

It was 2.00pm. Mun and Dad should had already halfway sleep. Instead, I saw this in living room

NOpe..it is not World Cup season..



Thomas Cup? neither..



Not F1 Monnaco...



Jeng
Jeng
Jeng
Jenggggg....

They were "staying tuned" to the polling result on 8tv, being malaysian huh ^_^


The next day of election was as peace as ever...No darurat, ahaha, some of the people i knew already stocked up with dried food. This round, guess that being low profile had won over the pangkah of the rakyat.And in Jeff Ooi's blog written

"Stay calm. No victory parade. Don't give any party the reason to declare an emergency.

Stay calm. Stay cool. Stay home.
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The people had voiced out....cheerss for a better government****

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L-E-A-V-E

我们都学得会
学会一个人面对
爱不能是谁
应该帮助的绝对

离开后才能勇敢追
追寻心中另一个世界
我不要完美
只要能再回到原位

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you have no life

I really do not understand why some people cannot stand on their own feet. Is it that hard? or simply because they do not want to. Why must them tied themselve down to such limit? Cant them just release themselve and make a life out. How much of the time you are not committed..to the family, works, partner, responsibility and also friends.There are no much carefree time in one life, i am refering to normal life(born,educated,work,married and retire) that we can really enjoy. I am not saying to abondon all commitment and u fly for freedom, not that. What I am trying to emphasize is that, no matter how much you are commited, we just need to some time, maybe once a month to do what i like, eg. meeting up buddies. Is that they felt being tied down is a happiness or they choose to believe that is happiness? What ever is it on others mind, I remains with my strong principle(stubborn me).Other than my loved ones, i still have a lot of things to do, by myself on my own as an independent individual.I haTe dependent people, if you can do it previously and you give me thousands bullshit reason...shame on you!Nevertheless, when there is a will there is a way. And if you have no will i am better getting far away from you.Girlss, get a life or you will regret when you getting older.

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BS campaign

8th March 2008, my first election day. To be frank i am politically neutral. Or should i say i am naive. Politic does not mean much to me, just a simple cross and that is all. I really cannot tolerant with so much of campaigns going around. For me, political campaigns are crap, they(i-dunno-who) talks BS to win our cross on their continent. I cant see any difference that can be made by campaign-ing here and there. Firstly, they contribute to the waste of good quality papers on the wall, poles or whatever place they can stick to. Is that necessary??? Then they go bla bla bla dunno-what-shit in housing area, people nonit sleep meh. Again, papers wastage come to play, and so do manpower misuse to do all the arrangement of the i-dont-care talk. If they are sensitive enough tak payah la go print those stupid flyer, use that money and buy books for those student in rural place la then i will cross for you. And about manpower, if you use your manpower and go kutip all the sampah in the town, Port Dickson beach or clean up the river la, then i will give you my cross. fuhh...too much of ramblings. I am just sort of bored to see so much of campaign going around. If everyone are to go sleep earlier, then our country will be in alil peace(silly me). Anyway, thanks to election also i will get to meet up my fren in hometown **yeah

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1 year n 9 month *lols

OMG..this is funny....1 year and 9 months....Let's see -_-"

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P-A-I-N

SERIOUSLY IN PAIN!!!! Someone plz rescue me :-(

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XY genes

I had started to miss the chinese new year holiday where I can laze around all days think of nothing, open up my mouth wide waiting for feed, talked non stop with my siblings, mum and dad, lying on the living room watching television and of course waking up at any time I want and continue to sleep back at anytime and anywhere I wanted to. Huhu...another year to wait for

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Some shoots from 2nd day of chinese new year in my father hometown. Once in a year we get to catch up with each other and see all the children growing up and to see myself getting older:-(

My ah pa(red) and ah suk(uncle) is preparing dinner for us.

Pa:"Ooo..fast fast mau hangus d"

Suk:"Wait wait, i am still finding my mushroom"

Preparing for dinner. Camwhore arounf first since the food is not served yet :-p

"Yeah...Cheersss"

My lil bro(orange) and cousin. They two are the youngest in my family and uncle's family :-D
Bro:"Zi dan..why ask us to wash la...they all dunno wash meh??"
Cousin:"Double zi dan la, they still so happy to take photos sumore"

"Told you all d right? we XY genes are dominant. hohohoho"

"Our mum do not do anything. We chat, camwhore and sleep"

"The men in Lee Family did cook and the boys wash the dishes after meal"

"XY gene POWER!!!!"

"Gong xi Gong xi Gong xi Ni"

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Beautiful food i love

Pumpkin Soup(first time trying, i felt it tasted like roti canai kacang dal)

Mushroom Soup(creamy and yummy)

Spring rolls

Prawn Pasta with Cheese(yummylicious, but so fatty :( )

Zen Tiramisu

Food Journalism

Every Table is decorated with a stalk of red rose because that was a valentine's day, I wanted to curi it back lo :-(

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Special Nasi Lemak

Penang Prawn Mee


Desert: Honey Dew Sago

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Happy CNY :-)

I know this is a lil too late....
Anyway, I still wan to wish everyone

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

-yihrong-

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Afloat

I saw the RED packet. Dissapointed. It kills my existance and make me a nobody. I started to ask myself whether I had been expecting too much. Did I put myself somewhere I thought I am static despite that I am still afloat. My heart sore by just visualizing at it~

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Free Rice

I know I am guilty for not finishing my plate of rice always. Yeah I know, some part on the world is starving on hunger. So, this is what I can do....Click. Just answer the vocabulary correct and 20 grains of rice will be donated by United Nations.I had contributed 2540 grains for the first time login itself.Let's do our little bit for a different.

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cny and pasar malam

Another week to CNY, I somehow felt that this year celebration is not that grand to compare with previous year. Maybe it is just because that I am away from home despite preparing my home for the celebration. This year, I skipped the spring cleaning ahah :) which is good and mum only ordered me to purchase those junkie that are to be served to guest. Shopping is never enough, eventhough I had already have the clothes to wear. I guess that this year will be a little lacking as I will only spend the first day of cny in Mentakab. I will be having 3d2n trip to Melaka. That means when I am back from trip it is already monday night. Then left tuesday and wednesday which I guess most of the friends already back to work. Oh ya, not forget of mentioning balik kampung day that falls normally on second day of the cny.

Went to Connaught pasar malam last night, there was so so crowded there. Oh.....and the "Chau TAufu" is still so so so stinks.....I really salute to those who can bear that smell...Imagine, the smell can travels across the atleast 4 lane highway omg... Baobei,I really missed the time that we went there before cny last year! I never fancy the pasar malam apparels, but guess what, I still managed to purchase some. Aikss...I am just a helpless spender sob sob...Whatever is it, I really love visit pasar malam, not that I like to be crowded with sticky arms....I just love the food there and of course the fancy accessories that are on display.

Three more days to go before calling it a break. Gambateh ne!

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Quick quote

"Before You Achieve, You Must Believe"

is close to the phrase "if you think you can, you can". If I am to believe plainly, will I achieve it too?? I am a believer, only if i know I will be putting effort on it. Very true indeed, from previous experiences, I observed that if I ain't believing I am out of achiving. I knew it more than anyone else. The same applies when I did not want to achive, I just never take initiative to start believing, there come the term PROCRASTINATION.

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update

**Yeah,it is friday again. I had been a very long time I am updating about myself in this blog. Went home last weekend, after spending 3 weekends in KL. Initially before I started this job, I thought that I will be going home on weekly basis, mana tau I always have activity on weekend until I found it quite hard to get a weekend to go home. Blame on the bus services and distance to the bus station also :p The working weeks have been short eg. only worked for 4 days per week, thanks for the public holidays that falls on almost weekday almost every weeks. Let's see, firstly come Selangor Sultan Birthday,Hari Raya Haji, Christmas, New Year, Awal Muharram and Thaipusam and coming soon CNY...i will be off for 1 week *yeah yeah......After CNY there will be no more free off day sob sob. My workday going to tensed up as the project is going to be launched soon.
Sis is currently started her new semester in MMU, yeah...someone going to cook dinner for me *big grins* I had cook nothing in cyber other than instant noodles and heat up some food occasionally. I am just lack of potential to become a good housewife......Had been telling so many people that I want to get married soon so that I do not need to work which end up being lols....Nah, I do not have anyone to get married to also.No one will like to work, but everyone love it very much when the paycheck arrives. Still, work is better than sitting at home as a housewife doing endless household chores.Sigh...modern women....be noted....women...i am 24 years old this year.....My mum was already pregnant back then. I am just helpless of the growing number of my age. One day a few years from now that number will be a secret to me, myself and I only..........Marriage....children.....so so far from my life now.
Gambateh...lets continue to earn the first pot of gold...

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The BIG day

First visit to the Pizza Uno in Bdr Puteri Puchong. I had been to the outlet in Taipan twice previously. Either it was a weekdays or this outlet was not known by Pizza Uno fans, this outlet is totally out of crowd compared to the one in Taipan. Anyway, the foods were fine and the service was good too. Pictures below are from the courtesy of the big boy's new SE K810i handset.

Appetizer: Garlic Bread + Mushroom Soup

Main Course 1: Romeo Pizza, i just love smoked chicken as the pizza topping :p

Main Course 2: dunno-what Seafood with Rice nyum nyum

Dessert : Vannila Ice Cream Brownies (cold + hot)

Lets play around with the new handset :p

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