Torn

She did not spot anything. He seemed unhappy. I had cheated on her, and at the same moment I had ignored him. How in the world i can do this to her?? She is the one who called up when i am sick, she is the who will offer me almost everything. I had done it, in a bad way. A real bad way...i know there is a turning back but what if the scene come again, again i think i will hurt both of them one more time. I am sorry....for not obeying the rule. I am sorry...for the ignorance too. I know i have to come out with some ways. Appreciation and recognition have to be fulfilled. I guess it was jus an alarm keep reminding me not to run away. I need to solve it..