I think i dreamt too much, and my sleep quality reduces. Le sigh. The weird thing is sometimes i dreamt in English, but mostly in Chinese. But i am sure, if i am to scold people in a dream, i will confirm in English. LOL
Dream 1:
It was a trip again, to a place so familiar yet so foreign. Together with A and X, and C. I guessed it was a long time since we meet each other. Remembered I pulled C from the pool, in a daylight and snap! change scene. It was dark night aready at some random street, a quiet one, A, X and I walking side by side as a tourist. A was talking to X, to ask about X life very politely. But what X told A was lies, all lies because I knew what happen to X all these months. My heart kept think oh bitch oh botch oh bitch how dare you. And out of nowhere, a flying object came near us. An airplane, no, a flying bus or a batman bus in black steel with rows of window emitting blue/green glow in dark light. Spectacular.
Dream 2:
Daylight. After an activity, Biscuit and GF invited me to a trip to Penang/Langkawi. To depart on the spot. Wohoo! Was very happy for meeting someone(i forgot who!)
Dream 3:
Hahaha..this one is funny. Found some treasure on the top of a wardrobe. Some little secret treasure. 4 boxes full of excitement. I took the object out of the 3rd box, and i cant put it back properly. struggling with time because some one is going to enter the room soon. And apparently that was not my room.
Dream 4:
E was telling me how unlucky she was, meeting her previous boyfriend. They worked at the same place, which was an old manufacturing plan. She was phobia over height, yet during work, her then boyfriend made her to go into a grilled elevator(she managed to show me how it looked like, with holes between the grills on the 6 surfaces of the elevator). Oh poor E, i am wondering how you are doing now.
Dream 5:
In the same night, i dreamt of going to fortune tale for twice. One man, another women teller. The only details i remembered was the man told me to got involved with jing yin zu bao (gold, silver etc..) in Sabah Sarawak for my career and the first thing come across to me was to collect pearls from the shore of Sabah.
Hahahaaa..funny max!
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My officemates :P
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Dream 9736552755
Friday, November 19, 2010
Kota Kinabalu 12-16 Nov 2010
I am back from KK Trip!!!
I NEED to blog about this because this is the first time that I traveled alone. *Pats self* ^.^ Okla, i cheated. The first few days i spent to attend friends wedding. So i was only solo for 2.5 days. No big deal, but how many people can do that?? Can you can you? *pats self again*
Self achievements:
1. Slept in dorm, with common bathroom and toilet. (Was lucky because night 1, there were only 3 person in that dorm, night 2 no one checked into the dorm woot!)
2. Took local minivan to Kinabalu Park. RM15 for 1.5 hours ride. Departs when van is fully loaded. (Was a little hesistant at first, because I planned to take a tour package, but local should do the locals way hehehe.. Was lucky because driver offered the front seat, means no squeezing at the back of van risking any hanky panky. Driver was a very friendly guy that I was a little worried whe he was after, but nope I was wrong. There are still nice people around ^.^)
3. Tried to talk to people. (Easy one! Because I got sick of not speaking for whole day and I was afraid my mouth will stinks if I don't speak. I talk to Locals, Japanese Girl, Deutch Lady, UK man, American teens, Australian couple, HK family, and even a Russian Girl. But i think i can do better!)
4. Ate local food. Alone T.T(Alone means no share share food. But anyhow, I tried San Yuk Mee, BKT, Pasar nasi lemak and kuih, Kopitiam breakfast and street malay seafood. No big deal because I am already used to dining alone, just that unable to sample more food)
5. Went to island to chill.
Cons:
1. Unable to visit Poring Hotspring and Kundasang
2. Not enough of seafood diiner (But lucky there was a night Slow brought me to join her family, tasted steam siput V-.-)
3. Missed my big group travelling because i can't laugh out loud to myself :(
4. No one i can ask to hold my bags when i go pee-pee :P
Discoveries:
1. KK sunset at 5.56pm. By 6.30pm i was always rushing want to go back to dorm because i scare dunno what..
2. Pomelo in KK is cheap. The driver told me it was sold RM1 per piece in surban OMG my fav fruit
3. I met a Japanese girl who share the same birthdate as mine. OMGWTFBBQICANDIENOW, what a coincidence *still damn hyper*
- End -
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
KK Solo
On this trip, I want:
1. To go chill by the beach(Pulau Sapi, maybe?), with a good book, favorite drink (Kampai?) and dozed off to woke up by the splashing sounds
2. To have do the canopy walk and soak in the hotspring in Kota Kinabalu Park
3. To meet new friends, and talk about my life at least thrice
4. To sample delicious local food
5. To do foot massage at the place Hanni recommended
6. To find myself again, before I am lost too far, body and soul together travel to nirvana wtf hahhaha
Ok, small training for future solo backpacking starts this November in Kota Kinabalu :p Let's see I will be alive to tell the story xD
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
some many things
It is the end of September, so many had happened to the people around. Friends, all closed one were tying the wedding knot. Everyone is having a new stage of life, but not me. Friends got married, friends got engaged, friends leaving country for good, friends pursuing new career, some got a new car, a new home, a new pet but I am still here not progressing. If I wad asked before this year, I would say "Bah, my life is just good, I just want to keep it up". I don't know, it seemed like everything is moving too fast leaving no room for me. Except one, my car was broken last week and it cost me an arm to fix it Wtf. Right now this moment I felt exhausted, it seemed I had been chasing and pushing throughout the year, yet I reach nothing. If this is quart life crisis, thank you no thank you very much because the quart had slipped by some ages ago. Careers, Finance, Friendships, Relationships, Health.. i excel in none. Crisis should end now.
Monday, July 26, 2010
This Point
At this very moment of life, I felt I am a observant tower. I saw the low and high tides, I saw then sunrise and sunsent, the moon and stars sets on and unsets. Friends making a big leaps all the time, while I am still here, still observing, evaluating and maybe worrying the future that awaits me. Last year this time, I am sure I am not having this feeling, so do many many many years ago. If this is an overdue quarter life crisis, I guess it is easier to be deal with. It is not about a downfall nor a high rise,it is just this weird unexplainable feeling. Not a complain though, at this moment of life I just felt things is getting too fast beyond my speed of living. Or should i reiterate that I somehow felt my agenda is not interesting enough. Or that my imaginations are not wild enough. Things are getting too confusing right now, that i am in the line between happy and unhappy.
But for sure, I felt contented observing lives now.
Friday, May 07, 2010
Barley anyone?
A relaxing saturday, a cup of coffee(or two?), sitting at the side of the window observing at passerby (without rushing anywhere),that described a great afternoon. Colorful flags, passing cars and sweet chocolate cakes so flavorful. I like, i love this simplicity. It doesn't have to be expansive, what it need is just the right setting, the right mood and of course the right person to enjoy all these together. Simple, not complicated, sometimes killing the time is beautiful. Sometimes, life can be so simple, so enjoyable, that we don't need seek hard for it.
Again, I felt the law of attractions exist. Really. I knew what I want and I asked for. I will be attending a meeting, which was located at the traffic jam hotspot. How I wished I can postpone the meeting to the afternoon, and ring ring ring...my wish was granted. Meeting changed to 4pm, great and I was thinking..opps..I might stuck in jam too, (after the meeting) and jeng jeng jeng, received another call saying the meeting need to be commerced at 3pm. So, by the time i exit the town, the jam shall not start yet right. Right? Lalalaala
My name is Esther and I have a confession. Last sunday, I went to my student house and asked for some pandan leaves(her house got garden of pandan, no joke!), because I want to boil some barley drinks. Didn't get to buy any barley, I put the leaves inside the fridge. After one week, which is today I throwed away the leaves from the fridge because it is drying up. But also today, I finally boiled the barley drinks, I boiled it with the the pandan leaves too. And I actually went to dig the dustbin for the dumped pandan leaves. Ahahahahaha. Now you know how hygenic I am. Want some barley ma'am?
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Smartphone again..boring
Now i got extra reason to get a new phone.(Read: New Android smart phone). I am starting to track my expense and to review my lifestyle. Not that I had never track my expenses, I did track months ago(or year ago?), it just don't work, partially because I did it ala laid back style, note book and pen la if you still don't get it so by the time I am free to get in touch with my laid back tools, my memory will failed me and soon it kills the habit of recording down my expenses too.Btw, my current phone hv a the function to track expenses, but it took like 34974 seconds to load that damn application. By the time i finish load it, i am already half blind seeing the "loading.." scene. And there goeas another 98346seconds to close the application. Imagine that, i am going to spend 5 times a day. How many 20875535 minutes was wasted on the loading time huh. So enough is enough. I want a phone, a new and smart n trendy one. Not going to rush the purchase, i gave myself 2 months to dream about it. On 10 June 2010, I am still berkobar-kobar, i will go buy that damn phone and start to be a geek!
Guess what, when I had completed the paragraph above sometimes ago, I was sort of over the moon when i clicked in digi page. Digi is offering HTC Legend at RM999, which is like half price of the retail price, with a data contract for 2 years(nay, for this part) . More than a dream come true, I was effing excited and the first thing i type in the phone was "OMG, Digi is having...." and my browser can't stop browsing for its review and specification. Cool! Marvelous! Happy Happy Happy. (Btw, if you havent know, Legend is actually much cooler than Hero and of course Magic,, and some said iphone :p)
I dreamt a very funny thing last night. Despite the hype of leaked Iphone and me poking around looking for android phone, I dreamt about having a canggih camera, the one CC is using. Canon S11 to be exact. Off all things, I dreamt of I am owning this camera *sweat* and bringing it around for a trip to a giant waterfall located somewhere in Malaysia. Ok, a little difficult, but try to imagine a roadtrip within Malaysia and a waterfall so high, as high as the one in UP except it was so real! I had a hard time to press the shutter, to capture the beautiful waterfall, to camwhore(wtf! right) and to take a photo of mum with the waterfall. And the weather was hot too. And somehow but I don't how maybe because the weather was too hot, I got grumpy and pissed that I completely ignored him, in all the way I can do. Did him did something unforgivable? What a heartache and I can always be that mean person, even in a dream. Le Sigh.
Came another dream last night. There I was extra ordinary close with one cousin that we talked about baking and travelling. Within the dream, we were more like a pair of friends instead of cousin. You know, friends that talk lots of crap, laugh like crazy and bitch together with. This is really funny, and it is amizing how we can manipulate our dream because in real life, i only met this cousin occasionally and speak to each other maybe once a year. Dream! I like to dream.
Another thought came across my mind on "Why do I need a smartphone?" again. My calculator is spoiled. I saw the calculator on Iphone(cool!) and is does look like a real calculator, with touchscreen. If you haven't know, calculator is quite important for me. I need to calculate my living expensense, home utilities fees, account subject related(read:tuition), flight ticket, convert currency(yeaps, sometimes I dreamt buying stuff using USD too), travel purpose and banyak banyak lagi. So instead of buying another cheapo RM5 calculator, I will be sourcing that RM5 to the smartphone fund.
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Hero oh hero
For now I want this phone. I had been keep thinking it for more than 12 hours already.
Being me, me I know that this will be hangat hangat tahi ayam again.
But I really need a canggih phone wor.
I am mobile software engineer leh, need one presentable phone T.T
Or this one oso can la
RM1.3k
Ai..let's see am I going to own any of these Continue Reading...
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Good news keep coming
New Hate: Irrelevant calls on Offfice Phone
I fucking hate to pick up the phone in the office and I don't understand why I must took that phone which is 300% fucking not my call. Why must I pick up the damn phone. Why must the admin not come to work and most annoying fact is why the heck telemarketing people won't stop calling. I don't even feel motivated enough to greet the person with the standard "Good morning, this is MyAwesomeCompany". I just "Halo" the way, and my mind had to gone through the process to reiterate "I don't farking want to listen nor talk to you and I wont give you my boss number" into a better sentence. So to any telemarketing personnal that come across my this entry, when a person greet you with a brief "Hello" in behalf of the company istead of the standard "Good morning, this is MyAwesomeCompany", please pretend you called the wrong number and hang up.DUH! Really fark this shit kao kao.
Oily mouse is annoying. This was my second time wiping my mouse already for TODAY. Don't ya tell me your mouse is very clean and mint. I don't believe,because each time my coll passed me the test phone, I will discreetly wipe the phone before using it with a tissue/clothes. Yucks to max. And to begin with, I wipe my desk with my own cloth every single day. I refused the Indonesia cleaner help, every each damn time because I suspect their cloth had wiped thousand of germ-infected toilet seat and another thousands of office cubicles and I never see her wash the clothes too. What they do is just spray spray spray to the cloth. Someone please convince me the spray better to be anti bacterial. Shoo shoo, cleaner don't ever come wipe my work desk ok. Please save your spray Tq. Back to the mouse, I knew it was oily because I ate breafast(which is normally bread) on my working cubicle, so sometimes I think I shouldn't eat in my cubicle anymore, but I am only eating bread ok. Not mee curry ok, to compare with others that took greasy roti prata with kuah dhal and I swear I am the only one that wipes the mouse on daily basis. Ok, don't compare ok esther you don't compare. Ren bi ren, bi si ren ok. OMG-Geliness.
Digi had a very very affordable plan for Iphone 3GS. Can do EPP for 24 months. ZOMG so great, until I read on horoscope saying I should not purchase anything expansive until May13. Why like that the horoscope. Kekeke but good good good, now I need not to worry whether worth it or not to fork out RM150 each month just to own that damn phone. Great, very great. Peace of mind until May13, because who knows when I'll be tempted again hahahaa.
Good news keep coming. Well, not actually "news" la, Just yesterday was a mystery because I was searching desperately(for a document, a reply and a solution) very very the fan. But today almost all were solved except one that need more waiting. A reply, made so many calls back to back, but at last "hope is still around government officer". I got a reply, together with a solution.Save lots of troubles to purposely travel 300km. And this is a favor, not for myself though. Once in a century I am doing a favor somebody and this should be recorded. Kao tim. Oh yes! I am the queen of the world hahahaha. A document, so important yet I totally forgot where did I put it(I sometimes worry about myself). Searched in Mentakab, found nothing, search almost all corners in the room but to no avail. Some document so important, that I will caused me so so so much trouble if I really lost it. A piece of thick paper that might caused me few days of annual leave, and ringgits, and lots of nagging(I sometimes worry about myself AGAIN), if I really lost it but tadaa while lying horizontally on my bed to end the day, my vision came across a black box beneth the wardrobe. It rang my bell and a light bulb was formed in midst of the air.Jackpot! Document was inside and a lot more valuables cards too. I am the queen of the world. Hahahaha. The last one though, is another good wait. I wanted it to be not too soon, but I am anticipated with the results too. So far, the wait shall serves as a better outcome, if it is not the Best yet. It was positive all these while, but still the wait is not. Allright, good news shall keep coming :)
All above was written on a different timestamps, so it is not that I had so many thought a one go. This is will be the temporary solution to my inconsistency on blog post. That also means that, this blog will be reverting back to what it used to be when it was started. It will be less photos, less recommendation, or I shall say I will be full of words. And it will be so so random that you might have difficulty to get what I am saying, because all these was compiled in a notepad whenever thought came across my mind. Enjoy, or maybe not!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Master said
Female A,27- Does not like to listen. Impatient. Advised to get married late, >30 years old. Should not think too much.
Female B,27- Does not have good relationship with people, especially women. Need to migrate and stay on the hills. Should have a job that doesn't have too deal too much with career hierarchy. Clever. Good to get married early. More stabilized life after 36.
Female C,27- Nothing. She got nothing. Clever, but she still got nothing. Should get married as late as possible. Amitabha.
Thursday, February 04, 2010
First post of 2010
It is raining outside and I am stuck in the office, and I saw my previous post was 16 December, OMG it had been so so so long I had never log in. So HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 everyone even though it is already February now.
CNY will be here in 2 weeks, and I don't feel anticipated for it at all. Ai, why like that? Previous years I was so excited all about the day, the new clothes, the new shoe and the kuih and even nail polish design. Am I getting older, or do I celebrated enough of CNY already. I don't know, I just want to rot at home with my most comfortable pyjamas lookalike home clothes and watch TV while eating pistachio or cashew nut. But checking my list:-
1. New clothes - Bought already, RM25 dress from Sg Wang!
2. Shoe - Fix the white wedges a bit, and it will only be the second time I am wearing
3. Undergarment - Not new, but no one going to check my bra/under so it doesn't matter, need to save the credit to buy more in Hatyai if the trip is jadi
4. Kuih-muih - Not my responsibility anymore, because my prettiest golden hair 155.5cm sis will kao tim all keke
5. Nail design - Check, nail polish all available already
6. Gotong-royong - Did a little already that day, still have time for it
So it looks like everything is complete, I just left with the mood only.
Oh, a mental note for self that I need to find the answer for "Why so fat liao one?"
What the fark betul!?!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
My new house
Me: I actually prefer landed house, can grow some plant
Girl A: WHO DOESN'T LIKE, but outside renovation is expansive
Me: Yelo, but can do BBQ wor
Girl A: I rather use the $ to do interior renovation
Me: Correct also la, if didnt maintain, garden will become bushes also
Girl A: Eh, but i think my sister love to stay in condo
*** few day passed***
Girl J: That day developer say our house is progressing fast o
Girl A: Is it? When can move in?
Girl J: The houses is almost completed already, left the interior installing only
J BF: The developer say April can get key liao ma
Girl A: Wah, fast o! My house can get key around May
(Silent a moment)
J BF: Rong Jie, how about your house?!
Me: Erm Erm(wtf) wait la, wait a while la
(Silent again)
J BF: Aiyaa! nonit think one la you, terus kahwin and wait you to move in only
Yeap, when everyone is buying condo, i want a house with garden
Yeap, instead of buying a house, I am going to move into Mr.Right big house without worrying to scoop out monthly installment.
Ambitious.
Cheers! Continue Reading...
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Lucky or the law of attraction
Ok, Lucky on this title is not regarding the song from Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat. I found that I am blessed with this luck
Bright sunny day
1. No matter what outdoor i will be doing, the sky will just be bright for me.
The past 2 weeks was raining in the afternoon almost everyday, and one Sunday afternoon I decided to go beach and fly kite. Guess what, not a hint of dark cloud and I got lil sunburn in my face. LOL. I just knew it, it wont rain.
2. Went to Redang earlier this year, as early bird as all the resorts were closed due to moonsoon, been raining cat and dogs everyday before that, weather forecast gave bad hope too. Guess what, 4 days of bright sunny days when we arrived at Redang. Even the boatmen said it was raining so heavily the day before we arrived. Actually it did rain, but that was after we shifted to another chalet and the rain came, and we sat at our balcony listening to the rain with our diaries, books and laptop. It simply just rained when we were not having any plan ahead, when we just want to chill at the kampung style's balcony surrounded by green grass. And I came back with two tones of color on the thigh resulting from sunburn.
3. Check for forecast the week before we visits Bali, all were bad, as bad as thunderstorm. People only got thick dark cloud on their photo taken at Tanah Lot and Uluwatu. I went and came back with the memory of two beautiful sunset by the cliff. Skin tone was 2 shades darker. I got beautiful photos, no dark cloud at all and some sunburn on the face LOL.
4. Woke up for a buffet breakfast at 7.30am. Weather was all good for island trip. Done breakfast, went to convenient stores to get 1.5litres of mineral water for everyone. Waited for van transfer to jetty. Van was late and guess what, no more bright sunny day, wind was so strong, it started to rain very very heavily with loud thunders. It was so strong that the resort need to close their glass doors. Island hopping gone to waste, gone our 1200 Baht, probably. But the van arrived, one by one we hopped inside the van taking turn sharing an umbrellla, one hour to the jetty and it was still raining. Sigh. At least the rain got lighter, some tour mate was late and we need to wait for them. Rain subsided a little, all of us got into motorboat with 6 powerful motors and Yay! sunshine is back. Motorboat was so fast, throwing us up and down like a roller coaster ride, wave was wild and we were wet of sea water before we reached any island. The whole day after that was a history. Laughter, sun, sea, sand left as memories. The beach of Phi Phi Island we went for our belated "high school graduation" will not be forgotten. Phuket and its sunny day, and I got my skin a tone darker.
Am I lucky or what :) I just knew it, it will be a sunny day. Maybe this is where law or attraction gone right.
Thursday, December 03, 2009
2012 oh so random
December is a lazy month. We will be having off day on almost all friday. Oh, btw i watched 2012 already and it was too great that I wanted to watch the second time on the same damn week with the same person. It was too good, I wanted my papa mama, bro sister all go watch(but bayar sendiri la :p). Really, go watch it if you haven't yet.
Been quite busy for outing lately, and I am not complaining because it was heaps of fun. I just love to go karaoke, go IOI everyweek and everyway. Many times I am thinking I am lucky because I am so much in love with my best friend(s). Yeap, i can't decide who is my best friend, so i converted all my good friends into bestfriends. So, that is why I am so fall for Jason Marz Lucky. So i guess why my blog post is less these days, i am just having too much to busy about instead of to login here to type in my thought. and so, do that conclude that bloggers are actually a bunch of rot-at-home loner? hehe, i don't know. Ahh, and that reminded me having lots of clothes to fold and iron.
Found out that Digi is having very great deals for BlackBerry, so called DG Smart Plan RM58 for unlimited data plan and i am so so so tempted. Moreover, as a postpaid DG50 user, i can purchase BlackBerry Curve for Rm799. Ai, but money money home, I need more cash. If and only if i get bonus this year, I will go "lap" that phone. Woohoo! Smart phone for me eheheheee, but it is not a priority at all(judge on the model of phone i am using now :( ) And all in a sudden i want to believe the horoscope forecast of I will be receiving a huge amount of income on mid of December will realize, and it also specify "It is not from your normaly salary income" oh, then is apa ler? So exciting to wait magic to appear :)
Been aching here and there since I went to the last whole body massage. Sometimes I will wonder the chinese gal put some spell on me during the last massage. Either that, or I was 100% immune to sore before I went to massage, then after a great session I am actually more sensitive to sore is it? But glad that some floor Yoga managed to ease my sore, so I am starting back my routine again after sometimes. I guess this sit-on-the-screen all the time job take the tolls on me already. And hence, I will advise all my same field friends to go have a good massage :) Oh, so that adds another feature the future husband need to have, a good hand for massage LOL
I think i need to stop the habit of using LOL because it will betray me. The story started with me attempting to surprise Hanni with a courier parcel. I wrapped it tightly with a thick plastic, and put a note on top written "The content of this parcel might be embrassing. Open this parcel at your own risk LOL" and that LOL betrayed me, so no more surprise. I phailed. Oh Hanni, why dont you say all those cutout gift i stick on the plastic is cute le, I took a lot of effort de le :(
The other day, i saw the Christmas decoration of Pavilion on newspaper. Thumbs up and I wanna go. It feels like New York, i hope it snow too so that I can kiss under the mistotle :') aww, so romantic can die eventhough my dream city is not New York because I like surban with roti canai and teh tarik. And yes, i think the xmas celebration is On now, three crazy girls going to jam The Curve on the eve for the sake of happening.
Till then, more updates on me, and only me.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
25th Birthday
started with feasting in Nagomi, soon to be usual feasting restaurant if the vouchers keep coming and none of us got bored of it.
Celebrated with favorite people and also hobby(yes! I hereby announce to the whole world my hobby is sing k) Hahaha
Happy Birthday to me!
And I will not grow any fatter, tq!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Broom Hair
Time to remove my broom hair. A new shocking hairstyle, no? Let's see.
Friday, September 25, 2009
The proposal
He showed her his bank book. He got $1100 savings. Back then, ATM doesn't exist yet. He said, let's start saving and I will marry you when my bank reach $10,000. Months came and went, his bank reached $10,000, no fancy dinner with violin performance, no get on the knee and show you my ring and no "will you marry me?",they got married, they had honeymoon in Hong Kong. After the wedding, he still have balance in the bank.Compromise.
He got no money, she got not much money too, they have no house. He borrowed money, they get married. They go no where for honeymoon. They rent a house, and live together, happily ever after(I hope). Risky but still loving each other.
They had been together for sometimes. They want to live together. He say, "Let's get married". No proposal, no ring, no violin, no nothing. He went to her parents, asking for permission and they get married. Building something call home, based on love. Simple but still too easy.
She is deeply in love, everyone said he is a player. Her father ask him to stay away. He went missing. She was devastated. He came back, he spoke to her father, he asked her to pick up a white dress, they are getting married. Love Story by Taylor Swift.
They had not been together for long. One day, she got pregnant. He had just started working, no other option. He went to buy a ring. They signed the paper. They were pronounced as husband and wife. Accident, but still a wedding.
He loves her. She loves him. They got no planning. He works, she works. They went for holidays, he went for holidays and she went to holidays too. He got his own money, she earns her own living. They both enjoy life. Everyone thought they are going to get married. But no, that is not in their mind, unless accident did happen. This is modern life LOL. So they get married. Else, they break up and get another partner and the cycles goes on again.
Child Birth- Kindergarden- Primary School- Secondary School- University- Working- First Car- First House- Marriage- and whatelse??
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Half empty or half full?
It is a very interesting debate, how do you look a half empty/half full is the way you actually live up your life with.
Half empty means lot of complains, rants and dissatisfaction because you always expect the cup to be full. But, always dissatisfaction might triggers action, that involved effort. Effort, effort and more effort, the cup will never be fuller. Because, once it is almost full, we can always change a bigger cup and fill it in with water. So why don't we changed our perspective at the first place. It is half full at least :)
Half full means satisfaction and grateful. Being grateful, will only make you stand at one still place, thinking "Oh, I am blessed" and work no effort because you are always satisfy. Still standing, no direction, no target, no action and definitely no effort, what is LIFE again. Too easy to pleased, is good enough? Not making effort, is good enough just because of we treasure? But still, the biggest secret to successful life, career, relationship is to be grateful.
What do you think? After all these years, I am still very much a half empty person. Not easily satisfied, I seek for more and more. And sometimes I take a break. To look back and be grateful of what I already have.
This is why I am always In Between of Stages. A little complicated, but that is yours truly.
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Broga Hills summary
Went to Broga Hills long time ago. Not an ordinary hills, because it is a bukit lalang. No sheild all along to the peak. As usual, I am smart to bring my own umbrealla :p I thought I will love mountain climbing, but hmpph I guess Mount Kinabalu is out of my travelling agenda. I officially dislike the huffing puffing business here, especially under the hot sun :( But but, Mount Batur volcano hiking is still in my list (hope the cool weather in Mount Batur will help). I so want to go Bali again. I am still a beach person I guess, despite the tan(contradict kau kau!). Yeah, Bali revisit on 2010 most probably. Anybody interested? 2010 is still too far away, maybe this is the "spontaneous trip", as you know, all my previous trips were very much earlier pre-booked one. Any spontaneous kakis here??? Hehehe....
But anyway, here's the photo compilation of Broga Hills visit. Not much photos to post, because out of sudden, everyone is going to Broga Hills and blogging about it. Sien one.
Again, Mount Batur Sunrise Hiking anyone :D
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Happy Day
is all about receiving 2 mail parcels in a day.
So you now know my mail address already huh !! * blinks blinks flutter my straight eyelashes a bit =D
Too bad, I forgotten to take the photo of the content; one of it is my first batch of ELF cosmetic purchase. But but but I got a photo of me being done using the new stuff I got from ELF. Jeng jeng jeng
Shill's BB Cream Cherry Blossom, ELF Studio Eyeliner in Brown USD3, and Daiso Mascara RM5. All cheapo cheapo makeup, but good one! But ler, actually the photo is CHEAT one, because when I on the camera flash. I got a FAIL.
Said failed photo. Face is 2 tones fairer than neck fml. Next time gotta mix some bronzer to darken up the BB Cream a bit. Le Sigh.But still, ELF cosmetic rocks. USD1 can buy already. So many people influenced by my this cheapo makeup craze hihihhi...
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