miss home in a suddden

matlab=a useful tool. Yeah, i agree with this statement but learning it is so hard for me. It just took too much of time for me just to figure out a little things.*sighz* thanks for jessie sharing the matlab code for the lab tomorrow. At least i will know how to start it tomorrow, lab session will be easier, i hope.
reminder:
- com1 report havent done
-pe2 report
-return book to library
-bhm assignment
-etm assignment
oh, i begin to felt panic with the tones of task to do
sn said they might be out tommorow night to celeb merdeka. Most probably i not going to join. I know that will be fun, but the price of liquor is bothering me. And the party is expected to be too crowd, means that, stick closely to each other, that is no fun. Sometimes i just more into hanging around peacefully. Maybe just a drink in mamak or other more casual place. I felt that just sit down with a bunch of friend and borak endlessly make me to be more like myself. Is it because of his previous opinion on clubbing? I dont know, his statement on clubbing is not supporting on the previous one. which one is more into his real meaning?
arghh....i should be bothered by that anymore... i am still still myself, even it is without his shadow on my way. afterall, he is not influencing me either.
so, the epm test is over, but piles of assignment is waiting. Oh ya, really thanks to anu for doing the ecp project. Shame on me that i have chance to touch that question before she completed it all by herself. and the lab session tomorrow, will be a head-scratching one.
how i wish to go home tomorrow. Heard pot said, "po to" will start in my housing area tomorrow. This is the first time i guess i am missing the show. Though it is not really a nice show, just felt that it is already my routine to be a part of it every year. The scene that i was helping my dad selling tou fu fa is still fresh in my mind even it is already one year. MMU new scedule is to be blame for unable to join the festival. Oooooo..i figured out why mum suddenly called me, she must be expecting me to go home for "po to" and merdeka celebration. I was there every year during these events. And moon cake festival, i miss the taste of lotus seed mooncake with yellow yoke. yummy.....once in a year i get to have mooncake. Pandan lotus seed is the best as well as shanghai one...wondering when is the next time i will be at home. At least, i need to submit the bhm assignment first. i miss u, mum n dad.