Do not enter my room

I love fresh air.
I dislike locking myself in the room.
But recently, I had changed.
I no longer allows fresh air come into my room. I hope no one took a glance inside my room.
I am insecure, if i am to leave my room door open.
And I wish i need not to share the same corridor.
And the reason i changed is because
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I am damn ashamed of myself





Damn pathetic, it started with a small scratch. And one day my foot decided to slipped into the scratch. And yesterday my another foot decides to create another holes.

This is the most expansive bedsheet i had bought. 350 Thread Count. Why? The color fade off too fast and none of my older bedsheets was torn before.

I need to buy new bedsheets( and new mattress preferably)!!!!